Desperately seeking support on this...
After a short and terrible evening...I'm really missing people who respect my decision not to try certain things when I don't feel comfortable. I don't want to have to lay out my entire life and medical history to people I don't know very well and who I don't feel comfortable trying new things around...I have NOTHING against other people using various sorts of things - including weird-ass shit I've never thought of before - which all the people I've been around the last month definitely do. I even enjoy hanging around these people because they're so much more relaxed and funny than me. I've been pressured before, but by home people and high school people who weren't always on my wavelength...not people like this, who I really trusted...I just feel so judged.
I apologize for the above bitching...I just had a stressful week with really weird people, way too much work coupled with the fact that I'm just burned out and haven't done anything in a few days, and lack of sleep.
I'm hoping the game tomorrow and meeting up with lins and sarah will help...I need my wellesley people!
I apologize for the above bitching...I just had a stressful week with really weird people, way too much work coupled with the fact that I'm just burned out and haven't done anything in a few days, and lack of sleep.
I'm hoping the game tomorrow and meeting up with lins and sarah will help...I need my wellesley people!