Dec 22, 2009 12:09
I've decided I need to be open and honest with people. There's been a lot going on in my life lately and I'm tired of everyone asking questions and being worried about me. I don't want to run and hide anymore, so I'll just give you some info so I can have the support and so people will stop worrying and wondering.
I was pregnant, but lost the baby. It's been an emotional nightmare. We waited weeks to get an answer. Now, finally all the pain and suffering will be over. I am getting the surgical procedure done tomorrow to make sure everything is finished and that my body will heal correctly. It's a very common procedure, but I am SCARED TO DEATH! :( I've never had any kind of surgery or been put to sleep or anything and I HATE needles and drugs. The whole thing is very scary and I really don't want to do it. If anyone has any experience with this kind of thing, I would really appreciate tips, help, advice. Please send me a message.
So, please pray that tomorrow will go okay, and everything will be quick and easy and that I will recover quickly.
On top of a million other problems we've had lately, I also lost my job. So, Dan and I are moving out of our apartment. We need to be out by the 1st and I really really need help packing and moving because I will not be doing well the next couple of weeks. PLEASE if you can come down here and help I will be eternally grateful. Any help at all would be great.
Thanks for all the love and support.
Just pray that everything works out alright.
--Thank You