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Hello!
So, we had our first ultrasound yesterday. All we saw was an itty bitty tiny "amniotic sack" that holds the baby. The embryo is the size of bean right now.
I still don't feel sick....just kinda dizzy. But today I am SOOOOO tired. I can't remember the last time I was this tired! I'm completely out of energy. I'm falling asleep at work! UGH! And I've been sooo irritated by everything. I'm so angry all the time, its awful!
So, I hate my job. It's been going downhill for about a month. I'm a nanny. She doesn't care at all...she made me stay really late the other day when we were supposed to get our christmas tree. She keeps changing things, and the baby is turning into a little brat. She's crying about everything, won't take her naps, is super clingy to mom. It's just awful. And when their other daughter is here, it's 10 times worse....super chaotic, everyone's throwing tauntrums. My children will NOT be raised like this.
Anyway, she knows I'm pregnant now and I don't think she's happy. I'm very scared. I can't handle another day of this. I don't even have the energy to do it.
I'm looking for a new job....but it's impossible. I don't know what job a pregnant woman can do! I'm applying everywhere, trying to get an office job or something, but I never even get a call back! No where wants to hire people, especially not a pregnant woman.
So, I think I will be out of a job very soon, and I'm afraid of how Dan and I will pay the bills. I wish it was July so I could just have the baby and move back to Simi Valley.
Well, I go back to the doctor today to get all my blood tests. Hooray. I'm sure I'll pass out. I hate giving blood, it's one of my biggest fears!
So, we had our first ultrasound yesterday. All we saw was an itty bitty tiny "amniotic sack" that holds the baby. The embryo is the size of bean right now.
I still don't feel sick....just kinda dizzy. But today I am SOOOOO tired. I can't remember the last time I was this tired! I'm completely out of energy. I'm falling asleep at work! UGH! And I've been sooo irritated by everything. I'm so angry all the time, its awful!
So, I hate my job. It's been going downhill for about a month. I'm a nanny. She doesn't care at all...she made me stay really late the other day when we were supposed to get our christmas tree. She keeps changing things, and the baby is turning into a little brat. She's crying about everything, won't take her naps, is super clingy to mom. It's just awful. And when their other daughter is here, it's 10 times worse....super chaotic, everyone's throwing tauntrums. My children will NOT be raised like this.
Anyway, she knows I'm pregnant now and I don't think she's happy. I'm very scared. I can't handle another day of this. I don't even have the energy to do it.
I'm looking for a new job....but it's impossible. I don't know what job a pregnant woman can do! I'm applying everywhere, trying to get an office job or something, but I never even get a call back! No where wants to hire people, especially not a pregnant woman.
So, I think I will be out of a job very soon, and I'm afraid of how Dan and I will pay the bills. I wish it was July so I could just have the baby and move back to Simi Valley.
Well, I go back to the doctor today to get all my blood tests. Hooray. I'm sure I'll pass out. I hate giving blood, it's one of my biggest fears!