Nov 09, 2009 13:06
LOL. I love my icon. It pretty much sums up that love triangle in one shot.
I'm at Chris' house on my blackberry. I'm a nanny for her 1 year old girl. She's taking a nap right now. Her name is Alexa. She's really sweet. It's a pretty easy job, I cook, clean, and take care of a baby. It's like getting paid to be a mom! I can't wait to have children of my own. I feel very prepared. It's the only thing I'm good at.(cooking/cleaning/childcare) Out of all the jobs I've had, I always felt that these ones were the easiest. I hope it's my destiny in life to be a stay at home mom!!
Ugh. But I fear that Dan will not make enough for us to have a house, dogs, and kids all on his income. I really can't wait to move back to Simi Valley and buy a house, get more weiner dogs, and have a couple babies! LOL. Dan's done with school on August 12, 2010. Then we can move back to Simi and do all that. But he really wants to take a 'specialty program' at school which is completely optional, and is another 6 months. So then he wouldn't be done till Feb 2011......but for now I'm hoping for August.
I'm just worried about moving back, Dan finding a job and looking for a house. I really don't want a condo or apartment then, but I fear it may be all we can afford. Especially if I don't have a job cause I'm pregnant or have a newborn. We should really wait longer before having kids.....
God I hope I'm not pregnant now! That means we'd probably miss Celebration V!!! I can't wait for them to announce the location and dates! They're not sure, but It looks like its gonna be in Orlando from August 12-15. Clear your calenders! It will be the best vacation EVER!
So, right now is pretty much just a very annoying time where I'm anxiously waiting for things:
++Dan's new job--God I hope he gets it soon! Just waiting for the person that currently holds the position to get the official transfer to another store. He needs that job so bad! He already changed his school schedule just in case! We know we'll find out sometime between now and December....I just hate the wait!
++Celebration V-- Yes, the biggest, nerdiest Star Wars convention. We get to dress up, and meet people and do all sorts of fun things! It's simply Star Wars heaven! I have a general idea of where and when it's gonna be, but they don't have official plans yet. They say the will announce it very soon. But again, its the wait I can't stand! I need to buy airline tickets and, start saving up and clearing the dates!
++The Holidays--Ahh...my favourite time of year! Thanksgiving, MY BIRTHDAY! And about 4 other close family members' birthdays, as well as Christmas and new years! Its pure craziness! But I LOVE it! I hate this akward time in November, I wanna start decorating and listen to xmas music! Lol. I kinda started decorating already. I got R2D2 xmas lights! LOL.
So my point is, I wish it was just thanksgiving already, there's too many exciting things that will/should be happening soon and I can't wait any longer! It's only a few more weeks right? Then Dan will have the new job, Celebration V plans will be underway, and the Holidays will be here!
Anyway, thanks for reading my rant. I'm extremely impatient. The most impatient person I know! Check back in 3 weeks, maybe things will be better.