its been awhile
after working 10 hours and not sleeping for close to 36 hours, i think its appropriate to write my first entry in .. weeks? .. months?
i hate the junos.
my grannie died in january. it was upsetting, i just thought id mention it.
i want everyone to know how wonderful she was. beautiful, strong, caring, amazing, 93!
it was the first death of a close person in my life. it was hard, it is hard, but she led a good life.
on a vain note, i met sloan and chris murphy told me i was cute, cause im sure hes never said it before when a young girl says theyre a fan, but i dont care. i have earned my bragging rights.
i am working at the apple barrel... im going to unb in the fall (i think). im going to montreal in a couple weeks. i am taking off august to go camping.
i hate halifax, i dont want to live here anymore. the city is finally getting to me. i cant believe ive lived here for two years. i want to leave, but the money and francisco are too much to turn down.
im working on a puzzle, reading a lot more. seeing only the people i want to see, though some not enough (ellie, mon amies en antigonish). i was pleasantly visited my moggy on saturday. i am paying off my loan. i am going vegan again on may 1st (hopefully i wont fail this time). im glad its spring, but not so glad. i feel for teh farmers and the whole aspect of global warming.
i think i am losing that "youthful idealism" people said i had. but instead of slowly conforming to society, i feel more alienated and i do not want to be part of it at all. i want to move to an island not to be bothered by any ignorant people content on living their life with no consideration or respect for people around them, the people they are indirectly exploiting and the environment they are raping.
get out of your fucking cars and walk. dont drink coca cola. dont shop at walmart. its SO simple, but no one can seem to be bothered to follow these simple requests.
go kill, go waste food, go jack up the heat in your house, i am giving up on the ambition of trying to change peoples minds. everyones too ignorant and self absorbed.
so, i want to move to the middle of the woods until all the stupid people have killed each other off, then go and plant flowers and vegetables on their graves so something good can come of them.
youre not just hurting yourself you know, youre hurting EVERYONE else in the meantime.
smarten up.
if we continue using oil at the rate we do now, it will be gone in 50 years. with no, or at least not near as much as we need, money and time being put into researching alternative forms of energy, youre only making a death wish.
SMARTEN UP.
hmm... i think sleep is what i need.
i hate the junos.
my grannie died in january. it was upsetting, i just thought id mention it.
i want everyone to know how wonderful she was. beautiful, strong, caring, amazing, 93!
it was the first death of a close person in my life. it was hard, it is hard, but she led a good life.
on a vain note, i met sloan and chris murphy told me i was cute, cause im sure hes never said it before when a young girl says theyre a fan, but i dont care. i have earned my bragging rights.
i am working at the apple barrel... im going to unb in the fall (i think). im going to montreal in a couple weeks. i am taking off august to go camping.
i hate halifax, i dont want to live here anymore. the city is finally getting to me. i cant believe ive lived here for two years. i want to leave, but the money and francisco are too much to turn down.
im working on a puzzle, reading a lot more. seeing only the people i want to see, though some not enough (ellie, mon amies en antigonish). i was pleasantly visited my moggy on saturday. i am paying off my loan. i am going vegan again on may 1st (hopefully i wont fail this time). im glad its spring, but not so glad. i feel for teh farmers and the whole aspect of global warming.
i think i am losing that "youthful idealism" people said i had. but instead of slowly conforming to society, i feel more alienated and i do not want to be part of it at all. i want to move to an island not to be bothered by any ignorant people content on living their life with no consideration or respect for people around them, the people they are indirectly exploiting and the environment they are raping.
get out of your fucking cars and walk. dont drink coca cola. dont shop at walmart. its SO simple, but no one can seem to be bothered to follow these simple requests.
go kill, go waste food, go jack up the heat in your house, i am giving up on the ambition of trying to change peoples minds. everyones too ignorant and self absorbed.
so, i want to move to the middle of the woods until all the stupid people have killed each other off, then go and plant flowers and vegetables on their graves so something good can come of them.
youre not just hurting yourself you know, youre hurting EVERYONE else in the meantime.
smarten up.
if we continue using oil at the rate we do now, it will be gone in 50 years. with no, or at least not near as much as we need, money and time being put into researching alternative forms of energy, youre only making a death wish.
SMARTEN UP.
hmm... i think sleep is what i need.