hey folk

May 12, 2005 22:43

I know I have not posted in a while, and I am deeply sorry for this astronomical personal failure. I’ve had a lot on my plate the last few weeks, and a lot to think about. Does it seem like in the past three weeks or so teachers have been assigning an overwhelming amount of work? It sure seems that way to me, or maybe it’s just that I’m too busy to get to my homework, I don’t know. Have you ever wished you had more courage to say what you needed to say to someone, and then when you don’t you get angry with yourself and wonder why? Can anyone tell me why, if nothing else, girls have an overwhelming control over the male conscience? It just doesn’t seem fair that something as inconsequential as the female species should have so much control over their male counterpart. I’m sorry, it just gets so frustrating to me that I can’t stand it sometimes. Many a time I’ve heard the phrase “you’ll find the right one someday,” but what happens when you think you’ve found the right one and he/she does not necessarily feel the same way? What are you supposed to do?

A poem to my mother:

Sometimes I wonder, sometimes I plummet, and sometimes I ask myself what the hell is fate. Sometimes I second-guess what it means to be a man, sometimes I just cry, do you hate me? Because sometimes I hate you. Do you know that I can’t do it all, and that I’m not perfect, what do you expect? I can’t do it all, but there is one thing I can do; love, can you?
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