Beware the impulsive creature may eat you! Prt.2
Ok, I have never been so proud of myself!¡!
On Thursday, my Occupational Therapist (OT) came by to scortch my a** for one LOOOONG hour!¡!
Basically I freaked on her!¡! This is how it went down...
So J came to my house for an our weekly brain damage appointment.
Basically I'll re-write the conversation as closely as I can that she and I had. J will be in this pucky green and I'll be D in a nice purple colour
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J: So you started school! (acting all smiley) But I'd like to go over your schedule to see when the taxi will pick you up from home and drop you off from school
D: My taxi driver already knows about my pick up, drop off times
J: Well can you please get your palm pilot and laptop so we can go over it and add in some new appointments
D: Ok, just let me grab my stuff from my room
J: Well it should already be down here and not in your room
D: But J, I've always done my homework in my room. It's the only place where I can get a piece of mind and block out the noise and other distracting things in my life.
I said this while walking away to grab my things from my room.
When I came back down stairs from my room with my laptop and my palm pilot. I grabbed the calendar to put in the new appointments that I have coming up.
J: But now you have a brain injury so find something else that will work. So where do you meet K? (K, is my speech therapist who MUST come to school with me because of my "impulsivity" for the time being)
D: Last Wednesday K met me in class because she arrived late. I discribed to K where the class was
J: Ok, but have you discussed where you will be meeting her next time?
D: Yes I did! We know where we are meeting and what time we are meeting at
J: Is it in your palm pilot?
D: I didn't put it in my palm pilot because I will remember where to meet her at! I suggested we meet there
J: But what if you forget?
D: I won't and if by chance I do which will not happen I have her cell number on my palm pilot!
J: Well let's put it in your schedule just in case
D: Alright, whatever (I said while being a little mouthy)
J: Have you spoken to your taxi driver about the times to pick you up from home and the times to pick you up from school?
D: I told you I already spoke to him!
J: Well we should call him just to make sure he knows
D: He knows!!!
This is where it all gets interesting!
J: K told me you stayed longer at school then you were supposed to
D: Yes! I stayed longer! Oh No!!!
J: Why did you stay longer and tire yourself out more?
D: I wasn't tired and my boyfriend stayed with me until my taxi driver came! He and I had lunch together!
J: But K said you were acting impulsive because you probably were tired
D: Really?! J explain to me how I was impulsive? How can some one act impulsive in school?
J: K said you didn't know where you were going
D: But J I haven't been there for a year and a half! What do you expect???
J: K also said you weren't reading the signs!
D: What signs??? There re NO signs!!! And how was I acting oh so "impulsive"???
J: I know this is hard to hear. You dislike hearing that you're impulsive and that your brain injury is causing this!
D: Stop beating around the bush damnit!!! Just tell me how I was acting like some crippled child!!!
Regardless J couldn't come up with a valid example to show me how I was acting "impulsive"
J: I know this is hard for you to hear! But we have to wake up that part of your brain that causes you to act before you think (While saying this she does this stupid thing with her hands at the side of her hand to signify 'waking up that part of your brain' ALL THE TIME!!!) J is acting all "oh, hun it's okay" and caressing my arm. I pulled away from her!!!
J: And you want me to increase your hours at LaSenza?
D: YES! I've only been asking you for ages!!!
J: I think we should wait to see how you adjust to school
D: Not for anything J but isn't the whole point to your job is to help in getting your bosses life back?
J: Yes, I'm to help you in that respect
D: Then why are you not giving me my life back?
J: I am! I'm allowing you to go to school alone, stay home alone, and go to work
D: Ohh...J a taxi, one hour alone, and two hours a week at LaSenza!!! My life is totally getting back to normal! Let me tell you! Great Job J!
J: Well I'm trying to give you your life back! H wasn't allowed to stay home alone 3 years after her accident
D: But J, her injury is 1000% WORSE then my injury! Every time I speak with her she can't remember my name! Or what she did the day I speak with her. The only thing she remembers is that she got a job at Bass Pro Mills and can only work 3hours all the time. That's all she can handle. Or else she gets to tired. She goes home a naps!
J: I know, sad isn't it? (While doing her "sad" voice)
D: Okay like you care? You act like all your patients are stupid and need serious help! But guess what some of us don't have serious head injuries like H! We are alright like A! Oh, I forgot you love her because she wants to go into OTA!
J: Excuse me?
D: I'm sorry did I stutter?! You heard me!
J: Look I know your upset about all that has happened to you but the entire rehab team is working together to get you back to how you were before the accident or as close as we can.
D: Everyone else is but you! How many times must I say this? I told you I'm proud of myself and how far I've come thus far! But you're making is damn hard to like you or this therapy! You don't mind that A wants to be an OT but the second I say I want to be a speech therapist you suddenly act all defensive and pissed! My speech therapist motivated me to help out others with similar problems!
Basically it goes on but that was the main part of me bitching at her! I've wanted to do this for months Since February when I met the biatch! She doesn't get that I'm only doing this therapy for the law suit after that she can KISS MY NICE A**
The whole hour and a half she was there I did not look at her fugly, yes fugly face! (fugly means fucking ugly if you were all wondering LoL) I did that purposly because I have no respect for her. I don't look at people I don't have respect for when we are talking. Now, if I was an impulsive creature I would have bitch slapped her! Which I soooo...SHOULD HAVE!!! She would have deserved it! Actually as her boss I should have fired her a**!!!
Oh yeah! Guess what?! I J-walked!!! J made me swear over the head of my future children that I would never again J-walk! Funny! May I simply say that when I 'J-walked' there there were NO CARS IN SIGHT!!! =O =O =O =O I told J that I would have heard if there was a car approaching and there wasn't a car approaching!
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Hey did you all know that the crash the officer caused was my fault? Like WTF?! Who is she to say that? I didn't know she was there that night to witness the crash! And that Mr. Cop turned on his sirens at the last minute!
Oh yeah, due to my "impulsivity" I caused it! HAHAHA... I forgot officers can't do anything wrong! They're not humans but perfect Gods! Duh! Me so stupid! I forgot it was all my fault! I should have put that in palm pilot and added an alarm to remind me daily that I caused this accident!
And when I told J that her kids were impulsive and so was society she responded "Yeah! But it's a different type of impulsivity. You're more impulsive due to your brain injury"
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Thing is I don't think she gets the fact that she's breathing is impulsive!!! Blah...She makes me wanna puke! *makes a sick face*
Grr...I LOATH HER!!!