Jun 11, 2005 16:15
just when you think it cant get any worse.
last night my house caught on fire. it was like around 3 am in the morning and good thing my sister was awake and saw it early. we had to call 911 and so many fire trucks came and my whole street was filled w/ cop cars and smoke everywhre, and all the neighboors were outside. it was so unreal. half of my house is gone. as of now im 'homeless'. were staying at my sisters until the insurance company finds us a hosue we can stay in until they rebuild our house.
what did my family do to deserve that?
its so upseting. so unfair. this life is horrible
last night armid came and he was there from the begining and he was one of the last people to leave along w/ the firetrucks. there was a lot of ppl in front of our house. if it wasent for armid i dont think i could have gone through that how i did. and he made sure to leave after he knew i was doing ok even tho he had to work all day from 8 am to midnight. and he would call me everyhour to see how im doing. so he only had one hour of sleep. i hope he does fine at work
hes still calling me, he just says hes kind of tired
i duno where our relationship stands right now. but what he did showed a lot to me. <3 righgt now i feel closer to him then ever. i duno, we'll see how things go.
can anythign worse than this happen? it was so sudden and unexpected. i mean you never thing UR house is the one whos gonna catch fire. u never think ur gonna be the unlucky one whos things burn or whos house ends up being flooded with water afterwards. all this shit happneded in the last 24 hours, but to me it feels liek a week passed by. i cant believe so MUCH could happen in 24 hours. i didnt go take my act this morning either cause i didnt sleep all night. im just taking it tomorow and pay for a late fee. sigh..
wat a nice start to this summer. i SWEAR this year had to be the worst one. i cant possibly think of what HASN'T happened. i mean 2 accidents in one month? im cursed or smth.
anyways. im gonna go do who knows wat. im just so depressed