im lost
tonite just kinda made me realize that i dont exactly fit in. besides all the fact that my friends that i have hung out with for the past few years have changed on me, ive been hanging out with different people latley and i dont exactly feel like I fit in. I dont feel like i fit in with my old friends that have changed or the new people i hang out with. it just makes me realize that I really do need to just move away from everybody and everything. And i have been thinking alot latley, and this isnt jsut a spur of the moment thing, but I wanna move after high school, go somewhere where I dont know anybody and just start all over. So im gonna start using my bank account and start puttin away money so I might have some money to move out with when i graduate. I still have to pay for another correspondance class or night school, but after that ill save it. I never spend money on anything that I need because there isnt anything i want, so i might as well save it so i can get out of here. My fingers are still numb from being on the "beach" at lake story for over an hour in 30 degree weather with no coat or hoodie and im still cold so im not gonna type anymore. I dont even know what im talking about.