Mar 15, 2005 00:25
I am FUCKING LONELY once again.....im most likely going to go down to the shooting range again this week, take out some of these stupid feelings i have
Why things happen I don't know, but so far nothing has been of benefit to me
Am I just here to better everyone elses lives? Make someone else happy, and get destroyed in the process?
No matter who I come in contact with, if I give them any insight what-so-ever, they take it and run away leaving me with nothing, not even a thank you.
And what is with people pretending to be someone they aren't just so everyone else will like them?
I hope they keep doing it, and have many more downfalls because of it
It's just fucking stupid.....
If anybody knows of some pill, that I can take to make me fall asleep and puts me into a coma......where I won't wake up until I'm finally happy again, let me know please.
Ooooooohhhh I know a pill thats even better
Cyanide.....