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So I just had a nice long conversation with myself(yes talking aloud), which then turned into one with God Himself(and Jesus, and all the angelic celestial beings throughout their hierarchy) It really felt as if He was listening to me. As if He was sitting behind me listening so quietly and attentively....like when you talk to someone and you KNOW they are paying complete attention to the things you were saying.(This must be the feeling people get when I sit and listen to them. I've always been a good listener, I've know that for quite some time.)
I felt that as I spoke. Such a warm feeling is what I got. I felt so loved, I have nobody to talk to right now. Nobody to hear my true feelings(or wants to hear them for that matter.) But I said them, and He listened for the whole 2 hours. I cried...yet He wouldn't let me cry for very long....
It felt as if my heart was given a huge hug and kiss from an angel. Such a wonderful feeling, very similar to one I've felt before. You know how you can talk in your mind? Well my heart spoke to me, just like it would if you talked to yourself in your head. Except I heard my heart speak, yet it never said a word....Sounds crazy I know, yet I don't feel crazy.
I'd ask a question about this.....or that....or if this feeling I have is truly legit and okay to feel. And it was. I need not feel alone because I feel as though I am not. "Direct questions can't be answered directly. Faith must lie in the source on which the question is directed." That was what I felt my heart speak to me. 'Word' for 'word'..yes its very odd and different and I'm sure the meaning to the whole 'direct questions//faith in source' will come to me sometime. I just know I shouldn't worry about it.
Felt good getting my thoughts and feelings off my chest by talking aloud when nobody was there physically. But like I said I felt a strong presence there. Sometimes it felt feminine, so I think maybe it was the seraph that came to me a lil while ago in a 'dream'. I remember she was VERY beautiful, and had such an amazingly beautiful aura about her, yet I never actually got to see her face. It's like she was there....but she wasn't.
It also felt as if I've known her for quite some time. Like I've seen and felt her beautiful aura before.
Her, God, Jesus....felt like the whole crowd was there listening to me like a board meeting and I was giving my presentation. When I smiled they smiled with me. When I cried I felt my tears being kissed away, then held ever so close. So warm, and soothing. So loved.
If anyone ever happens to stumble upon this post, which is very unlikely ANYONE will since nobody uses LJ anymore...please reply to this and let me know your thoughts on this whole thing; or if you have ever had this happen, felt this, any of the sort..just please let me know. I'd love to hear what you have to say(even though I won't know you it's all good, I don't bite; just softly nibble) =)
I felt that as I spoke. Such a warm feeling is what I got. I felt so loved, I have nobody to talk to right now. Nobody to hear my true feelings(or wants to hear them for that matter.) But I said them, and He listened for the whole 2 hours. I cried...yet He wouldn't let me cry for very long....
It felt as if my heart was given a huge hug and kiss from an angel. Such a wonderful feeling, very similar to one I've felt before. You know how you can talk in your mind? Well my heart spoke to me, just like it would if you talked to yourself in your head. Except I heard my heart speak, yet it never said a word....Sounds crazy I know, yet I don't feel crazy.
I'd ask a question about this.....or that....or if this feeling I have is truly legit and okay to feel. And it was. I need not feel alone because I feel as though I am not. "Direct questions can't be answered directly. Faith must lie in the source on which the question is directed." That was what I felt my heart speak to me. 'Word' for 'word'..yes its very odd and different and I'm sure the meaning to the whole 'direct questions//faith in source' will come to me sometime. I just know I shouldn't worry about it.
Felt good getting my thoughts and feelings off my chest by talking aloud when nobody was there physically. But like I said I felt a strong presence there. Sometimes it felt feminine, so I think maybe it was the seraph that came to me a lil while ago in a 'dream'. I remember she was VERY beautiful, and had such an amazingly beautiful aura about her, yet I never actually got to see her face. It's like she was there....but she wasn't.
It also felt as if I've known her for quite some time. Like I've seen and felt her beautiful aura before.
Her, God, Jesus....felt like the whole crowd was there listening to me like a board meeting and I was giving my presentation. When I smiled they smiled with me. When I cried I felt my tears being kissed away, then held ever so close. So warm, and soothing. So loved.
If anyone ever happens to stumble upon this post, which is very unlikely ANYONE will since nobody uses LJ anymore...please reply to this and let me know your thoughts on this whole thing; or if you have ever had this happen, felt this, any of the sort..just please let me know. I'd love to hear what you have to say(even though I won't know you it's all good, I don't bite; just softly nibble) =)