since i was born ive started to decay, now nothing ever goes my way
people should really stay in their own business. granted, it is my fault that most of them know mine anyways, but still. im really getting physically sick and tired of people talking shit or using their status of being my friend to be able to joke. QUIT PRETENDING I DONT KNOW YOURE MAKING FUN OF ME. fucking bastards, all it does is make me lose respect for you, and it makes me realize im never going to have those bonafide friends that stay friends for ever. friends are phases. i wish it wasnt so, but nobody seems to want to be that commited to little old me. im too easy to let go apparently