its like walking out the door and realizing its a window

[nekrodoll]

so how is it that the world can turn around so quickly... but everybody on it doesnt feel it move? everything is much better, all my doubts have been removed. thank god. ive been much happier lately. the medicine theyve given me is painful, but makes me feel so much better, such a relief. a possible problem arises when your future guests decide to go and get themselves arrested... poor kids. hopefully everything will work out... even if they cant come, i hope everything goes alright with them. *le sigh*.

my ass hurts... majorly. i feel like ive been in one of those super S&M german parlors with the ass whipping... ::sits down *ouch*::. i didnt realize how saddle sore i was until i rode this morning. woke up early had to get all the damn cows out of the barn area, then take a bunch of kids on a morning ride... then got to go out by myself and run for quite some time. it was a beautiful morning. went down to the daycare center and helped out for awhile, darling children. me and my little cousin andrew went gokarting and lazertagging... i beat him so bad... so bad... clear the roads when *if* i get my liscense. i dont know how to spell that... liscense? license? hm.

toms online :) hooray

i got to talk to simi last night... it was very nice... i miss that girl

perhaps i will write later...
xoxo -Bettie