girls got rhythum
um, nothing new in the past week, just been sittin at home and practicing with drumline and my band serrated sky http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=3298169&Mytoken=20050210220840 (add us). yeah, just been really confused with some of my friends, they are just so weird sometimes, but i love them to death...
i am starting to think that i really dont belong here. i dont know why, it isnt my friends or my family or anything like that. just that when i am in class and around groups of people i just feel out of place... i dunno. im thinking about going to college out of state just to get away from here. i dont want to leave my friends, but i want to get away from the type of people that live in orange county.
sometimes i wonder what it would be like to do things all by myself in a place where i have never been to, like europe or something... that is just like a dream of mine pretty much.
the next time i start talking someone please tell me to shut up because i always seem to say the wrong stuff when i joke around with people. maybe that is why i dont make friends very well?
yeah later...
i am starting to think that i really dont belong here. i dont know why, it isnt my friends or my family or anything like that. just that when i am in class and around groups of people i just feel out of place... i dunno. im thinking about going to college out of state just to get away from here. i dont want to leave my friends, but i want to get away from the type of people that live in orange county.
sometimes i wonder what it would be like to do things all by myself in a place where i have never been to, like europe or something... that is just like a dream of mine pretty much.
the next time i start talking someone please tell me to shut up because i always seem to say the wrong stuff when i joke around with people. maybe that is why i dont make friends very well?
yeah later...