zomg it's this thing
the damn thoughts oughta go somewhere so i guess this is as good a place as any! well better than crumpled on the floor or something. idk. I had a frekin driving nightmare last night. And now i know i gotta get my shit straight cause i haven't had one of these in quite a while. I could be wrong but i think it's kind of a hey dumbass your life is out of control get it straightened out... or something like that. So yea gotta figure out wtf i want to do. going to this wannabe college is ok and all but it's not really getting me anywhere. I gotta pick a fr real thing and a for real school and stop wasting my time. well it's less of a waste than it was before but it's still not being properly used. yea i should look into some crap this weekend i guess. that and do financial aid stuff ugg stupid paperwork bs. at least midterms are over and i can really concentrate on all this for a while. god i hate making decisions -_- so FUCKING GAY. sighzors i better take care of it soon though and stop agonizing over it, cause this shit isn't getting me anywhere!