Just a quick update
I realize I haven't been paying much attention to this here livejournal, so this is just a quick update.
After 2 years of working full time, I've turned in my 2 weeks notice at my night shift job. I'm going back to school this summer, and I don't want to try and work and go to school at the same time. I have enough money saved up, plus a trust fund, and help from my parents, so I ought to be okay. Once I fix the shit I did when I was at school before (I have a lot of F's on my transcript) I'm going to enter the flight program at Lane Community College.
I finally realized what it is that I can truly enjoy doing, and thats flying. This is something I've always thought about, but it always felt unattainable. But my life is at a point right now where I have the opportunity to go for it, and I'm not going to let it slip away. I hate the way my life is right now. Working a shitty job, being a complete recluse. I'm lonely and I'm depressed, and I finally realized that fully.
My birthday is tomorrow, and all I really want is the support of my friends. Everyone that reads this journal, I know there aren't many of you. You all truly mean a lot to me, many of you have been extremely influential when it came to how I've grown as a person since I left high school. I appreciate all of you.
After 2 years of working full time, I've turned in my 2 weeks notice at my night shift job. I'm going back to school this summer, and I don't want to try and work and go to school at the same time. I have enough money saved up, plus a trust fund, and help from my parents, so I ought to be okay. Once I fix the shit I did when I was at school before (I have a lot of F's on my transcript) I'm going to enter the flight program at Lane Community College.
I finally realized what it is that I can truly enjoy doing, and thats flying. This is something I've always thought about, but it always felt unattainable. But my life is at a point right now where I have the opportunity to go for it, and I'm not going to let it slip away. I hate the way my life is right now. Working a shitty job, being a complete recluse. I'm lonely and I'm depressed, and I finally realized that fully.
My birthday is tomorrow, and all I really want is the support of my friends. Everyone that reads this journal, I know there aren't many of you. You all truly mean a lot to me, many of you have been extremely influential when it came to how I've grown as a person since I left high school. I appreciate all of you.