SHIT! FUCK! OH MY GOD! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING EDI!!!! <3
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! I HAD THE WORST DREAM EVER!!!!
ok i guess this started a few days ago,
when I had a dream,
and it was just me,
Edi, and my best friend,
(but i cant remember who it was..)
and than she had a poisoning,
and We spent the last day together
in the hospital, having...fun,
and than she got sick,
threw up lots of blood,
and guts and died,
but I was ok because Edi was with me.
And than today,
just a few minutes ago,
I had the same dream (BUT WORSE)
It was Edi who was sick!!
and we were in the hospital,
and we were in bed together,
and than he got sick...
(And it was me, edi, and some friend.)
And than we went to like the cafeteria,
and the nurse there said to me
"You better stay with me"
And all I could feel, was really bad.
And she got his a towel because
he was going to throw up soon!
So we got him to the bathroom,
and he said to me,
"I felt so bad for a long time"
And than the sorrow hit me,
and than I rubbed his back,
(Knowing he was going to die.)
And than he started throwing up the blood and guts.
My whole body, couldn't move,
tears started to flow but i wasn't sobbing,
all i was thinking was
"Theres gotta be a way I can save him!!! SOME WAY!!!
and than i got sick, and he was crying too,
still throwing up,
and I couldn't tell him I LOVED HIM,
MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD,
I just wanted to hold him,
but I knew his last minutes of life would be painful!
I just grabbed onto him and started screaming "NO!"
and woke up holding edi VERY tightly really screaming "NO!"
And now mai whole body is shaking.
and I'm very upset.... SHIT.
I LOVE YOU EDI.
MORE THAN ANYTHING OR ANYONE IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD.
YOUR THE BEST.
YOUR MY FAVORITE.
YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME.
YOUR SO IMPORTANT TO ME.
I LOVE YOU.
MA HAL KITA.
HONTOU NI AISHITERU!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
ok i guess this started a few days ago,
when I had a dream,
and it was just me,
Edi, and my best friend,
(but i cant remember who it was..)
and than she had a poisoning,
and We spent the last day together
in the hospital, having...fun,
and than she got sick,
threw up lots of blood,
and guts and died,
but I was ok because Edi was with me.
And than today,
just a few minutes ago,
I had the same dream (BUT WORSE)
It was Edi who was sick!!
and we were in the hospital,
and we were in bed together,
and than he got sick...
(And it was me, edi, and some friend.)
And than we went to like the cafeteria,
and the nurse there said to me
"You better stay with me"
And all I could feel, was really bad.
And she got his a towel because
he was going to throw up soon!
So we got him to the bathroom,
and he said to me,
"I felt so bad for a long time"
And than the sorrow hit me,
and than I rubbed his back,
(Knowing he was going to die.)
And than he started throwing up the blood and guts.
My whole body, couldn't move,
tears started to flow but i wasn't sobbing,
all i was thinking was
"Theres gotta be a way I can save him!!! SOME WAY!!!
and than i got sick, and he was crying too,
still throwing up,
and I couldn't tell him I LOVED HIM,
MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD,
I just wanted to hold him,
but I knew his last minutes of life would be painful!
I just grabbed onto him and started screaming "NO!"
and woke up holding edi VERY tightly really screaming "NO!"
And now mai whole body is shaking.
and I'm very upset.... SHIT.
I LOVE YOU EDI.
MORE THAN ANYTHING OR ANYONE IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD.
YOUR THE BEST.
YOUR MY FAVORITE.
YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME.
YOUR SO IMPORTANT TO ME.
I LOVE YOU.
MA HAL KITA.
HONTOU NI AISHITERU!
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3