What's been happening...
So my last entry was quite a shocker to you all. Though very vague as to whom or what it was refering to, it was quite obvious that I was (and still am) very upset and pissed off!
As you all know, my male parental unitl (father) is a dick head... and unfortunitly he's worse now than ever!
Mike has become a super alcoholic, ten times more abusive, and is destroying my younger sibling's emotional structures one bumbling blow after another! He's becoming abusive towards his wife (my stepmom) is terrifying his 3 and 4 year-old, refuses to help My sister Molly through college...that might not seem real big to you but the list goes on and as it does it worsens.
What makes me the most pissed off by this is that I am pretty much powerless to help them (my siblings). I love Molly and my brother Zack very much, and though I don't know Madiline (4) or Alivia (3) at all, I still love them in a sense...they are my siblings.
I feel like superman on kryptonite...yeah I'm alive and can offer encouragement, but when it comes to the super strength to fix things...I can't do jack-shit!!! It sucks!
...Anywho, I'm doing the best I can to offer at least Molly and Zack the love and support that they deserve but it sucks because its not enough! What they really need is their dad's love and support! DAD'S ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE FOR THIER CHILDREN WHEN THEIR KIDS NEED THEM THE MOST!!! Instead, Mike takes care of his needs and his needs only and that is no stretch of the truth!
I wish there was more I could do instead of being forced to the side-lines to watch.
Where's an angel when you need them? Sratch that! ArchAngel!
As you all know, my male parental unitl (father) is a dick head... and unfortunitly he's worse now than ever!
Mike has become a super alcoholic, ten times more abusive, and is destroying my younger sibling's emotional structures one bumbling blow after another! He's becoming abusive towards his wife (my stepmom) is terrifying his 3 and 4 year-old, refuses to help My sister Molly through college...that might not seem real big to you but the list goes on and as it does it worsens.
What makes me the most pissed off by this is that I am pretty much powerless to help them (my siblings). I love Molly and my brother Zack very much, and though I don't know Madiline (4) or Alivia (3) at all, I still love them in a sense...they are my siblings.
I feel like superman on kryptonite...yeah I'm alive and can offer encouragement, but when it comes to the super strength to fix things...I can't do jack-shit!!! It sucks!
...Anywho, I'm doing the best I can to offer at least Molly and Zack the love and support that they deserve but it sucks because its not enough! What they really need is their dad's love and support! DAD'S ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE FOR THIER CHILDREN WHEN THEIR KIDS NEED THEM THE MOST!!! Instead, Mike takes care of his needs and his needs only and that is no stretch of the truth!
I wish there was more I could do instead of being forced to the side-lines to watch.
Where's an angel when you need them? Sratch that! ArchAngel!