Lost in transition.
Totally afraid of being left to my own devices.
Scared of being expected to be structured on my own and to think for myself.
I know i have to, but my mind and my body are lazy and are getting too used to being spoon fed cheap and easy entertainment (TLC is Satan).
Reading and thinking between the lines is something i need to work on more, for sure.
What I don't know is whether i should try to develop more of a style, or keep being a sponge and trying whatever I see and feel.
Scared of being expected to be structured on my own and to think for myself.
I know i have to, but my mind and my body are lazy and are getting too used to being spoon fed cheap and easy entertainment (TLC is Satan).
Reading and thinking between the lines is something i need to work on more, for sure.
What I don't know is whether i should try to develop more of a style, or keep being a sponge and trying whatever I see and feel.