i dunno...
nothing seems to be changing with me and james. we still have a lot of bills and even if we pay them more pop up. this month we are up at 1300. thats everything i bring home for this month, knowing my sister she would have said "why'd you go and get a car then?" well its simple if this one breaks down (boat) then i can get to work i can walk however it would be too far for james to walk all the way to the ontario UPS which is by the airport...
he wants/needs a new job.
so we needed the new car so now he isnt limited to all the places around here for work. he can go farther, and have more options availible. we wont be able to lower the stress level much til we get rid of some of these bills and are able to actually start putting money away. so far we have nothing saved cause the boat was eating 60 a week in gas so thats most of our money. 240 a month. the new car only takes 17 to fill the gas tank and has 35g to the mile. that helps alot. as for the boat i am going to practice driving on it and hurry to get my permit. once we pay off this car and i can afford to get another one then i am going to sell or something the old car. im just babbling i know. james only makes 100 a week. and thanks to stupid people he could have lost his legs or his life at work the other night. so i can't wait til he changes jobs. i just dont tell him i worry cause it'll upset him. james doesnt read my journal.
today when i woke up i felt like crap. still tired out of 8 hours of sleep. i spent the morning cleaning the restroom and the kitchen. did all the dishes and wiped all the surfaces down. swept and mopped both rooms. so i feel a wee bit better. not even going to bother with the living room. ill atleast migrate the cokecans and dishes we leave to the kitchen. better then nothing...
i need to do more laundry.
i need another job.
i need to feed my animals.
i need to do alot of things and then just maybe i can have some relief.
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he wants/needs a new job.
so we needed the new car so now he isnt limited to all the places around here for work. he can go farther, and have more options availible. we wont be able to lower the stress level much til we get rid of some of these bills and are able to actually start putting money away. so far we have nothing saved cause the boat was eating 60 a week in gas so thats most of our money. 240 a month. the new car only takes 17 to fill the gas tank and has 35g to the mile. that helps alot. as for the boat i am going to practice driving on it and hurry to get my permit. once we pay off this car and i can afford to get another one then i am going to sell or something the old car. im just babbling i know. james only makes 100 a week. and thanks to stupid people he could have lost his legs or his life at work the other night. so i can't wait til he changes jobs. i just dont tell him i worry cause it'll upset him. james doesnt read my journal.
today when i woke up i felt like crap. still tired out of 8 hours of sleep. i spent the morning cleaning the restroom and the kitchen. did all the dishes and wiped all the surfaces down. swept and mopped both rooms. so i feel a wee bit better. not even going to bother with the living room. ill atleast migrate the cokecans and dishes we leave to the kitchen. better then nothing...
i need to do more laundry.
i need another job.
i need to feed my animals.
i need to do alot of things and then just maybe i can have some relief.
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