Ramblings again
Hi! I have a bone to pick... this past christmas has been a terrible one for me. Given that I was a sick kitten, all alone at home... after I decided to return home because I felt horrible... *sniff*... I went to the hospital late Monday night... and left there 2 hours later dizzy, feverish and incredibly angry! The damned quack who dared to call himself a doctor told me I had a migraine and I had to go to a neurologist...! I am asthmatic, diabetic and was utterly stuffed... but I have never had a migraine in my life... but after only performing a simple visual and strenght test, he deemed me to have adequate reflexes... and that I was having a headache...!!!! I explained to him repeatedly the situation... going so far as to interrupt him to stress the fact that I was in pain due to my sinus problem... but no... he wouldnt hear of it... I had a headache and must be treated as such!! Thoradol and neurontin... I was like WTF? O.o and he kept on writing... not once checking my ears, my nose or my neck... nor bothering to hear my chest... I was wheezing just a bit... because I had taken 2 doses of proventil earlier during the weekend... I started laughing like a mad woman... told him to keep the injection and the folder to himself... that I was getting the fuck away from him and left. I cried like a baby... I was angry and sad and in pain... I almost couldnt make it back to my car without falling... but I got myself home... and made sure to get his name... I am sending the SOB the official diagnosis and writing an official complaint to the hospital administration... nya! >.< I was a paying fucking customer! He didnt have to humor me! nya! So today I went to work... with my headache in place (btw... that meant taking panadol twice, cough medication and clarinex... my kindly boss and office nurse provided... since the headache produced me a fever and various other problems... maybe the neurologist will know what to do, ne?) SO... Tomorrow, the cat goes to the doctor... and if this other one so much as suggest headache... I am scratching his face... but then... He knows my health problems... nya... Unhappy kitten...
I spoke with my friends about the surgery... they all are backing me up so far so I feel more confident... nya... I got angry at the other quackette... Dr. Santos, the bariatric surgeon who seems to believe she is selling me a house, not major surgery. They called to tell me that my insurance covered the total cost (no shit sherlock! Federal Government plan in PR does that you know!) and that I could schedule an appointment to get a date for the surgery...(as if we were dealing with the closing of a loan to buy a damned house!) I told her I would call them... but never said when... stupid bitches! They are thin and small... not that I have a problem with that... but they certainly dont understand what it means to be overweight... its not like I am making a hair and nail appointment... please!!! I dont care who is gonna pay for the damned thing... I am talking about risking my life to get a better health... nya! Please be more sensitive!!! No I dont need a perm... I need some humanity with the news of how much will it cost... I already knew it was $0. But anyway I am getting that surgery, if at all, with Dr. Suarez... he at least, was knowledgeable and didnt seem half dead on his feet while discussing the whole matter. It was quite sensible and well explained process... and I liked his way... so I am proceeding with him. She can suck my... toe for all I care... lets not get nasty, ne?
I havent seen Haruka... the japanese girlfriend of my friend Samuel. She is so sweet... I hoped to share more time with her... but her presence is endangering my friendship with the inu... although... it seems to be getting better...nya... I sure hope so...
On the positive side... you know what? Maybe because the possibility of being able to see my own ribs is starting to enter my mind, I am starting to take care of my skin and stuff... I am increasingly hopeful towards myself... maybe I will be able to like me for myself... ne? But that seems like a dream so far... its like telling a pig that suddenly he could fly... lets see if the pig is able...ne?
On to the tests... nya! Tagged by nagarebhoshi
In response to her hijacked quizz, there it goes:
seven things you plan on doing before you die (not in the exact order of importance... >.<)
1. Learn Japanese (this one first... then #2... ne?)
2. Meet Ren
3. Live in Japan
4. Wear a bikini (goes without saying... I have to be thin to wear that... nya!)
5. Write a good book
6. Learn to play an instrument
7. Experience love (not onesided... not unrequited... full blast love... nya!)
seven things I cannot do
1. Tolerate narrow-minded, know-it-all, stupid people
2. accept discrimination due to religion, sex or race
3. give up without first trying
4. take injustice laying down
5. go to sleep before 12:00 am
6. go out alone
7. go to Borders and not buy anything
seven things I can do
1. Learn without much hassle
2. drawing and knitting
3. listen to others
4. understanding different points of view, I am a problem solver... ^.^
5. Acting and dancing
6. karate
7. bake
Seven celebrity crushes
1. Ren
2. Masa
3. Johnathan Rhys-Meyers
4. Johnny Depp
5. Kirito
6. Orlando Bloom
7. Oh, and REN
Seven often repeated words
1. Entiendes? (understand?)
2. a puej bien (doesn't really have a translation, but it can be stated with the expression ok)
3. Chevere puej te cuida' (um... roughly sardonic expression that can mean something like surprise and wonderment when used with #2...)
4. I curse a hell of a whole lot so there are a lot of words here... english, spanish... french... and now japanese... lol
5. Nya?
6. Eeeekkk!!! (surprise or embarrasment)
7. Hiss!
Seven things that attract me to the opposite sex
1. Nimble Hands and fingers... Ren! *.*
2. Lips
3. Quick smile
4. Ass and Thighs... oh Ren...
5. their body language... sexy and teasing but not overtly sexual
6. laughing eyes
7. sharp wit and personality
So there it is. After this I will have to tag someone or someones, so I tag these wondrous people:
1. bouncy_tosakin
2. takinchimera
3. simply_ran
4. kami16
5. nyani_chyan
6. hockey_hunnie
7. sariochan
Here is to the funny things... Ren... Here I come!!!
You Are Japanese Food
Strange yet delicious.
Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.
What Kind of Food Are You?
There... get bored with my life!!! nya!!!
This Is My Life, RatedLife:
6.1Mind:
7.1Body:
5Spirit:
7.1Friends/Family:
4.2Love:
0Finance:
6.9Take the Rate My Life Quiz
nya! *blush*
Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
The Three Question Personality Test
I think somebody got this wrong....casual? Ren? I would never!!!!
Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating
Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.
What's Your Ideal Relationship?
Well... this one is true... nya! Unless the mindgames are played by... you guessed it... Ren!
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
True... I am always a happy kitty... alcohol+water+yanira= drunk cat on the pool... nya!!!
You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri
You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.
You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!
What Mixed Drink Are You?
And last... to drive you all up the wall... this! Blame the inu!!!! not me!!!
Here is a little more about me
[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Some Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public
Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.
[] I've been to Australia
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've been an abuse victim.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[x] I am a terrible liar.
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted.
Materialism
[] I own over 5 rap CDs
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.
[] I own something from Hollister
[] I own something from American Eagle
Political/Social Attitudes
[] In general, I don't like people.
[X] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm very outgoing.
[x] I don't like Bush because he sucks
[] I am for Bush.
[] I'm religious.
[] I dress fairly modestly.
[] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[x] I can't sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I love being neat
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I am ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[] I am almost always on myspace, facebook, or xanga
The ABC Meme
A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW: 00925
B- BIRTHDAY: 02-04-1973
C- CURRENT CRUSH: REN REN REN REN REN REN
D- FAVORITE NON ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Coca-cola zero, water
E- EATING CURRENTLY: apple juice
F- FAVORITE FRUIT: seedless grapes, mandarines, citrusy fruits
G- GO TO FOR ADVICE: Sara, Vanessa, my mom, Kiky.
H- CURRENT HATRED: Stupid people and biased people
I- I THINK ABOUT: Japan, Ren, Sex, Arts, Music... not in that order
J- CURRENT JOB: Secre-fucking-tary
K- ANY KIDS: NO Way!!!
L- I LOVE: My family and my friends
M- FAVORITE MOVIE: I have lots of those... but Mulan or Ice Age would be on that list...
N- YOUR FAV. NUMBER: 5
O- OTHERWISE KNOWN AS: Cat, kat, yani, yanirita, yaniqueque, yunyi, yanyan, gata, mizu, michu, kitten, miau, you get the hint, right?
P- PAUSE FOR THE CAUSE: Breast Cancer
Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF: Other than I mewl? dunno...
R- LAST ROAD TRIP: Ponce,PR? last week!!
S- DO YOU SMOKE: Nope! Quit a year and a half ago... Hate the taste! Yuck!
T- FAVORITE TV SHOW: Don't watch tv...but maybe the X-Files. (I'm a sucker for bad boys and just play brainy... nya!!!!)
U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR: white and purple
V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS?: Huh? lemme see...nope.
W- LAST CALL RECEIVED ON CELL PHONE: My boss
X- X-RAYS TAKEN: My head, chest, hands, legs...
Y- YOUR SCREENNAME: nekochan_nya
Z- ZODIAC SIGN: aries
Other Survey
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: dark ash brown with reddish undertones
Height: 5'8"
Favorite Color: burgundy, blue, emerald, silver, white
Screen Name: Nekochan_nya
Favorite Band: Gacktjob, L'arc-en-ciel, evanescense, Linclover, Pierrot, others...
Favorite Movie: depends... Mulan, devil's advocate, pillowbook
Favorite Show: Please see up... x-files, or something like that.
Your Car: Toyota Echo 2002
Your Hometown: San Juan
Your Present Town: San Juan
Your Crushes First Name: Omar
Your Grade: 7th
Your Style: Whatever suits me that's comfortable and looks nice.
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop? yes
Kissed someone in the rain? no
Danced in a public place? Yes!!!!
Smiled for no reason? yeah
Laughed so hard you cried? yeah... grins!
Peed your pants after age 8? nope
Written a song? no
Sang to someone for no reason? YES!
Performed on a stage? Yes
Talked to someone you don't know? yeah
Gone out of your way to befriend someone? Yes.
Made out in a theatre? No.
Gone roller skating since 8th grade? dont know how to...too afraid of breaking my neck, cows are not made to wear skates... hoofs you know!
Been in love? actually, yeah.
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Said HI to you? Boss
Tell you, I love you? Nephew
Hug you? niece
Tell you BYE? mom
Write you a note? takinchimera
Take your photo? vanessa
Call your cell phone? boss
Buy you something? coworker
Go with you to the movies? brother, mom, niece and nephew
Sing to you? armando
write a poem about you? nobody
Text message you? Don't have text messaging
Touch you? Coworker
* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed? like 30 minutes ago
Time you cried? December 26th.
Movie you watched? Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory
Joke you told? so many jokes... so little memory...
Song you've sang? Bon Jovi's 99 in the shade
Time you've looked at the clock? 10:52 pm
Number you've dialed? Vanessa's cell phone
Book you've read? The paid companion
Food you've eaten? pistacchio pie by Vanessa
Flavor of gum chewed? bubblegum
Shoes you've worn? sandals
Store you've been in? Marianne
Thing you've said? Talk to you later, take care
* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands? yes...left hand is a 3rd grader.
Whistle? Yep
Blow a bubble? Yes
Roll your tounge in a circle? yes
Cross your eyes? Yes
Touch your tounge to your nose? nope... dont wanna either...
Dance? Yeah!!! *giggle*
Gleek? Nyan?
Stay up a whole night without sleep? Yeah but secretly... nya... bad kitty!
Speak a different language? yeah!
Impersonate someone? dunno... does acting counts?
Prank call people? no
Make a card pyramid? no
Cook anything? Yes, I am better at baking though...
* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ... bass, I would be Ren's
I wish I were... beautiful
So many people don't know that ... I'm really shy and afraid...
I am ... ugly
My heart is ... full of love and caring! Want some? ^.^
[BASICS...]
name = Yanira
age = 32
piercings = one in each ear.
tattoos = none
height= 5'8"
shoe size = 9 1/2 long but incredibly wide feet so its gotta be 11.
hair color = dark ash brown
siblings = younger brother
birthplace = Centro Medico (really poor...)
hometown = San Juan
live now = San Juan
[LAST...] (finally!!!!)
movie you watched = Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
movie you bought = The skeleton key.
song you listened to = every rose has its thorn, poison
song that was stuck in you head = Juunichi Suicide
cd you bought = XXX holic the movie
cd you listened to = Bon Jovi, New Jersey
person you've called = Vanessa
person that's called you = Sonia
tv show you've watched = none
[DO...]
you have a crush on someone = REN!!!!
you wish you could live somewhere else = YES!!! Japan rings a bell?
you think about suicide = yeah but only after meeting ren... if at all... been there done that...stupid!
you believe in online dating = Nope
others find you attractive = Nyan? O.O Can that happen?
you want more piercings = Enough with the holes I have in my body...
you like cleaning = Sometimes
you like roller coasters = LOVE THEM!!!!!
you write in cursive or print = Cursiveyprint
[FOR OR AGAINST...]
long distance relationships = Deffinitely against
using someone = a gazillion times against!!!! I don't tolerate things like that.
suicide = Against.
killing people = Against.
driving drunk = SUPER AGAINST!!!!
gay/lesbian relationships = For. Love is free for everyone!!!!!
[HAVE YOU...]
ever cried over a girl = Yes.
ever cried over a boy = Yes.
ever lied to someone = Yes.
ever been in a fist fight = Yes.
[WHAT...]
shampoo do you use = what's its name...yellow bottle
shoes do you wear = sandals
are you scared of = having people reject me or humiliate me
[NUMBER...]
of times I have been in love = twice or thrice... dont remember
of times I have had my heart broken = again... everytime I fell in love...
of hearts I have broken = none
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper = Quite a few I dare say... I am an actress after all...
of things in my past that I regret = Not setting people on their place... not setting boundaries for my self respect...
[DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...]
pretty = sometimes I find myself to be quite adequate, yeah.
hot = Nyan? me? you nuts?
friendly = Yup!
amusing = mostly.
ugly = yeah
lovable = dunno... I guess not... unless you are a friend... then... yes...
caring = Too caring!
sweet = They call me sweet... I am a diabetic... that enough answer?
dorky = can be called that too...
[FAVORITE...]
5 letter word: FUCK! (Sorry... that was not 5 letters... Ren? either... *sigh* dunno?)
Actor/actress: Johnny Depp, Ewan McGregor, Dustin Hoffman, Nicole Kidman, David Duchovny and others.
Candy: CHOCOLATE OR DEATH!
Cartoon: ANIME ADDICT!
Cereal: Special K with almonds or froot loops
Chewing gum: sugar free bubble gum
Color(s): burgundy, gold, emerald, royal blue, silver and white
Color nail polish: blood red
Day of week: Friday!
Flower: Pink Roses, Orchids, any flower is welcome
Jello flavor: strawberry-banana, strawberry, cherry
Jewelry: rings and earrings
Special skills/talents: acting, dancing, diplomacy, emphaty, good ears... not much
Summer/Winter: I wish for winter...hate the heat and too much sweating.
[PERSON WHO LAST...]
Slept in your bed: my cat, my niece and nephew
Saw you cry: Nobody... or a stranger at the hospital before that it was Vanessa
Made you cry: the Quack they call a doctor at the hospital, before that Sara
You went to the movies with: Niece and nephew
Yelled at you: Mom
[HAVE YOU EVER...]
Said "I love you" and meant it: No other way for me
Gone out in public in your pajamas: Yes
Planned your week based on the TV: yea, when I was younger
Been on stage: Yes
Been to New York: nope
Been to California: no
Hawaii: No.
China: No.
Canada: no.
Europe: yes
Asia: no...BUT WILL GO SOMEDAY SOON!!!!
South America: YES
Australia: erm...no
Wished you were another gender: Deffinitely!! I would like to be a man... gay man to be precise... nyan... ^.^
What time is it now?: 11:23 pm
[THIS OR THAT...]
Apples or bananas: none
Blue or red: blue
Walmart or target: walmart by default
Spring or Fall: FALL
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: finish chapter 12 of my fanfic
What was the last meal you ate: guess... lunch
Are you bored: probably...I am home alone right now... and the questions dont seem to end...
Last noise you heard: Cat coming in from the window
Last smell you sniffed: cat fart
[FRIENDSHIP/LOVE...]
Do you believe in love at first sight: No.
Do you want children: Not ever
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: Loyalty and trust.
[OTHER INFO...]
Criminal record: Serial Killer, rapist, robber, money-launderer... well... that's what people call IRS, ne? other than that... nope
Do you speak any other languages: mais ouis... credo che ti ho detto di si... mas de una vez, Tomare! already!
**question deleted due to repetition**
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: Bed, bookshelves, nighttable, radio, books, dvd, music?
Worst feeling in the world: Being humiliated or betrayed
Who do you love: family and friends including my virtual friends!!!!!
[YOU...]
Nickname(s): too many to name them again
Initials: YRM
How old do you look: some think I am 29...
How old do you act: Normally I act younger than my 32... way older...
Glasses/Contacts: glasses or I become DR Magoo
Braces: Never.
Do you have any pets: a dog and 2 elderly cats
You get embarrassed: Very few times but yes
What makes you happy: friends, hugs, visits, going out with my friends,
What upsets you: Stupid, ignorant, biased and narrow-minded beings.
[FINISH THE SENTENCE...]
I love: to create stuff
I miss: my inu
I wish: I could act again
I hope: to be thin someday and feel pretty
I'm annoyed by: petty minds
I am: in love with Ren
I want to be: an archaeologist
I'd rather be: swimming in a pool
I am tired of: my job
I will always be: a chocoholic
Now... you are allowed to twitch and rant... dont complaint... I warned you!!!! *evil laugh* lol...