Jun 24, 2004 11:07
So...we've hit up 3 of our 4 ports of call. we're almost done now....
lets see...how have things been since my last post....
the sun burn i had has spread from just my chest and stomach to my back and legs as well. so basically i can't really do much without it hurting. (thanks jessica for never letting anyone ese use 'your' sun screen)
grandma's been a royal pain in the ass and i am ont visiting her for like three months after this freaking trip.
ben's been a dick the whole time, doing whatever is in his power to piss me off.
jessica has been a complete and total bitch and now i remember why i hated her so bad all of my life. we definatly can't live anywhere near one another because i'll kill her.
mom and dad have been non-existant. stranding me at every chance, they've left me without a watch, without money and without any clue where anyone else on this cruise is going to be.
beth has been my only friend this whole trip. we've stuck together becaues otherwise i would've killed myself by now.
in haiti i just chilled on the beach and snorkeled a bit.
in jamaca i got totally fucked over and ended up on one little tour thing and then going to the boat...none of the great stuff i was excited about this trip over...got jipped again.
and yesterday in the grand caymans i snorkeled my ass off and finished off my burn.
all the while i've been getting sicker and sicker, not better at all. i've been spending omre and more time just laying in bed sleeping, watching tv, or playing my gameboy. i've just been to sick to do anything else. too tired and unmotivated to do anytihng else.
i guess it could be said that i could have fun if i wanted to, but i just want to come home.
i just want to come the hell home and sit with andrew. it sounds so pathetic, but i can't stand being away from him this long. it is so painful. i want nothing more than to sit on his bed and watch tv with him, or go to chipotlé. i hate this vacation and i just want ot come home to my baby.
i miss just working and chilling with friends. you all have no idea.
i miss just eating normal fucking food. i hata nice food every freaking night.
mostly though, i do just miss andrew. i really hate being away from him for this long. unfortunatly i'm not going to get to see him for a long time yet.
we're on day 7 and we have 3 more days and a drive home to conquore. i just wish i could take a helicopter off this freaking ship.
i should check in one more time before we land back in new york. hope you all are having more fun than i am. pCe.