Final Days
How do you describe mood in just one word?
The results came in. It's not good. Both kidneys and liver are beginning to fail. My Nibbles is a very old kitty, and she's dying.
We have the tough decision, either let her live and watch her die slowly, or do the "merciful" thing. My mom asked for a few days to think it over, tentatively making an appointment for Friday.
I'm suppose to work both tonight and Friday, and I don't know how. I'm expected to smile, and I don't know how to stop crying.
But I'm eating something and then gathering a few things and spending the day again at my parents, spend some time with Nibbles in what we now know for sure are her final days.
The results came in. It's not good. Both kidneys and liver are beginning to fail. My Nibbles is a very old kitty, and she's dying.
We have the tough decision, either let her live and watch her die slowly, or do the "merciful" thing. My mom asked for a few days to think it over, tentatively making an appointment for Friday.
I'm suppose to work both tonight and Friday, and I don't know how. I'm expected to smile, and I don't know how to stop crying.
But I'm eating something and then gathering a few things and spending the day again at my parents, spend some time with Nibbles in what we now know for sure are her final days.