May 13, 2013 14:20
I know that I've been kinda absent a lot lately. It makes me feel bad, like I'm not being a very good friend. And I don't even know what's going on. It could be coming off the Pill that's screwing around with lots of stuff, it could be allergies ('tis the season) making me sluggish, I could be going through a bout of depression, or I'm just lacking spoons.
All I know is that when it comes time for me to get out the door, I tell myself "okay, let's GO!" and the rest of me is like "eeeeeeeeeeh.... nope."
I have trouble waking up in the morning, been sleeping for twelve hours, have trouble getting to bed regularly, am sleepy for a good chunk of the day, and have moments where I randomly start crying for no reason.
Yeah, that kinda does sound like depression, or else my CPAP needs looking into, or any one of the things above!
I just wanted to say sorry, that I hope this all clears up soon.