Update-y-ness
*Sigh* Well, I hung out with Chibi and Lance yesterday. I had a good time, and fell in love with Devil May Cry. Any game that you can switch between two guns and an uber-shiny sword is fing AWESOME! XD 'Cept the jumping thing, that's gonna be a future pain in the ass. Doesn't matter, Dante's sexy. XD Yep. I was kinda sluggish yesterday, because I stayed up late. I didn't want to, I just couldn't fall asleep. ^_^
But something happened yesterday that NEVER happens to me. I went into a bout of unexplained sadness. I just felt horrible and I don't know why. I guess that's how Chibi gets sometimes. I wanted to talk about it to someone, but I didn't wanna bother anyone. I did talk to Chibi about it though, because I knew he's went through the same thing. *Kicks self* This is so stupid! How can I be sad for no reason!? ;_;
Last night, I cried over Gio's awayness for the first time. I was lying in bed and I thought "Maybe I'll call Gio and talk to him about all this. He'd know what to do." Then I realized I couldn't call him. I started thinking about the past, everything we'd been through together and I couldn't stop myself from crying. I miss you Gio!
What else? Oh, it's become increasing obvious that the MCR concert isn't happening, considering it's the 27th and today is the 22nd. Maybe I'll give the tickets to Marissa...or Donald or someone who can go. Not that I should give them to Donald, he owes me money AND MY NIRVANA CD!!!! I can't believe he stole it. Bastard. ;_;
Oh yeah, also played MGS over at Lance's. It didn't grab me in like other games have, but it's pretty cool. I like the stealthy aspect of playing, the stratgey it involves. Not that I'll ever be good at it. -_-
Oh yeah, I'm gonna make my uber-rant now. And yes, some of it will be in caps, because in all reality, I WOULD be yelling this. This is directed to no one, by the way, just a product of what I know.
PEOPLE! STOP FUCKIN' PUTTING OTHERS DOWN BECAUSE THE DON'T KNOW "ENOUGH" ABOUT A CERTAIN GAME, BAND, MOVIE WHATEVER!!!!!
I admit it, I fucking SUCK at video games. And I don't know much. More than others, but not much. But I love to play games. Isn't that enough? Just because I don't spend ALL my time learning about a game, well, does that make me any less of a fan? No! That's bullcrap. I see people get put down all the time, because they don't know a lot about a band or movie or whatever.
Guess what?
I can only name 2 guys in MCR. 2!!!!!!! But I LOVE them. (DAMN YOU! WHY MUST THE 27th BE A MONDAY!!!!!) And just because I don't know the drummer's name or whatever, that doesn't mean I can't enjoy them as much as the next person. I remember feeling that way once. I was talking to someone about LP at Projeckt Revolution and started going on about them, and she didn't know what I was talking about, because she didn't know their names or anything. I thought 'Why the hell is she even at their concert then?!' But when they came out, she sang along to every song and had a good time. It didn't matter that she didn't know anything about them. She loved their music.
You would not BELIEVE how much it pisses me off when people get all high and mighty with others, when they think they're superior to those who are uninformed. You DON'T have to know everything about something to enjoy it. End of story.
"Polar bears are nature's Mexicans!"
-Neko-Bear
But something happened yesterday that NEVER happens to me. I went into a bout of unexplained sadness. I just felt horrible and I don't know why. I guess that's how Chibi gets sometimes. I wanted to talk about it to someone, but I didn't wanna bother anyone. I did talk to Chibi about it though, because I knew he's went through the same thing. *Kicks self* This is so stupid! How can I be sad for no reason!? ;_;
Last night, I cried over Gio's awayness for the first time. I was lying in bed and I thought "Maybe I'll call Gio and talk to him about all this. He'd know what to do." Then I realized I couldn't call him. I started thinking about the past, everything we'd been through together and I couldn't stop myself from crying. I miss you Gio!
What else? Oh, it's become increasing obvious that the MCR concert isn't happening, considering it's the 27th and today is the 22nd. Maybe I'll give the tickets to Marissa...or Donald or someone who can go. Not that I should give them to Donald, he owes me money AND MY NIRVANA CD!!!! I can't believe he stole it. Bastard. ;_;
Oh yeah, also played MGS over at Lance's. It didn't grab me in like other games have, but it's pretty cool. I like the stealthy aspect of playing, the stratgey it involves. Not that I'll ever be good at it. -_-
Oh yeah, I'm gonna make my uber-rant now. And yes, some of it will be in caps, because in all reality, I WOULD be yelling this. This is directed to no one, by the way, just a product of what I know.
PEOPLE! STOP FUCKIN' PUTTING OTHERS DOWN BECAUSE THE DON'T KNOW "ENOUGH" ABOUT A CERTAIN GAME, BAND, MOVIE WHATEVER!!!!!
I admit it, I fucking SUCK at video games. And I don't know much. More than others, but not much. But I love to play games. Isn't that enough? Just because I don't spend ALL my time learning about a game, well, does that make me any less of a fan? No! That's bullcrap. I see people get put down all the time, because they don't know a lot about a band or movie or whatever.
Guess what?
I can only name 2 guys in MCR. 2!!!!!!! But I LOVE them. (DAMN YOU! WHY MUST THE 27th BE A MONDAY!!!!!) And just because I don't know the drummer's name or whatever, that doesn't mean I can't enjoy them as much as the next person. I remember feeling that way once. I was talking to someone about LP at Projeckt Revolution and started going on about them, and she didn't know what I was talking about, because she didn't know their names or anything. I thought 'Why the hell is she even at their concert then?!' But when they came out, she sang along to every song and had a good time. It didn't matter that she didn't know anything about them. She loved their music.
You would not BELIEVE how much it pisses me off when people get all high and mighty with others, when they think they're superior to those who are uninformed. You DON'T have to know everything about something to enjoy it. End of story.
"Polar bears are nature's Mexicans!"
-Neko-Bear