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i want sean to come home from work!! i want cuddles *pout*
feeling rather uncomfortable in my own skin lately... the need to move on is again with me..found the PERFECT job yesterday....unfortunately, its in ireland and i dont want to leave sean here, but he doesnt want to come, and somehow i really think he would be happy in country southern ireland with not a whole lot to do... wexford by the sea sounds lovely though *smiles* oh well. i shall just continue on like i am currently...hopefully be able to afford a second riding lesson per week soon... things just dont seem quite right anymore, and i dont care about anything but sean and horses *smiles* well...i do care ( how could i not, you cuties *pinches cheeks*), but i dont really have time for it, and i dont really think i should make time, if i'm happy doing what i'm doing, even if i do feel very introverted lately *ponders* i think its only because i will absolutely scream if i dont...*shrug* i'm going around im circles *grins*
feeling rather uncomfortable in my own skin lately... the need to move on is again with me..found the PERFECT job yesterday....unfortunately, its in ireland and i dont want to leave sean here, but he doesnt want to come, and somehow i really think he would be happy in country southern ireland with not a whole lot to do... wexford by the sea sounds lovely though *smiles* oh well. i shall just continue on like i am currently...hopefully be able to afford a second riding lesson per week soon... things just dont seem quite right anymore, and i dont care about anything but sean and horses *smiles* well...i do care ( how could i not, you cuties *pinches cheeks*), but i dont really have time for it, and i dont really think i should make time, if i'm happy doing what i'm doing, even if i do feel very introverted lately *ponders* i think its only because i will absolutely scream if i dont...*shrug* i'm going around im circles *grins*