to someone who doesn't want to know me because of who I am
Deathly cold at midnight
seeping through the gates.
Hiding the stars from sight.
Nothing seems new of late.
Creeping across my skin.
Rising from the dead.
Can't seem to make any light
of these dark thoughts.
All my hopes take flight
and are replaced with hate.
leaking through my heart.
Filling me with bile.
Why do these feelings haunt me?
Why can I not escape?
Some day I'll make you see.
Until then I'll be here.
Spilling across my mind.
Carving you in my arm.
I reach out with all my might
and scream my pain to the air.
without you curses hold no bite.
See me run from my fear.
Seeping in too deep to stop.
Just don't think I could.
Pain is my only right.
It calls me like nothing else.
I fly to great hights
To bring you back to me.
I'm way too far from help.
I'll never forget you tried so hard.
seeping through the gates.
Hiding the stars from sight.
Nothing seems new of late.
Creeping across my skin.
Rising from the dead.
Can't seem to make any light
of these dark thoughts.
All my hopes take flight
and are replaced with hate.
leaking through my heart.
Filling me with bile.
Why do these feelings haunt me?
Why can I not escape?
Some day I'll make you see.
Until then I'll be here.
Spilling across my mind.
Carving you in my arm.
I reach out with all my might
and scream my pain to the air.
without you curses hold no bite.
See me run from my fear.
Seeping in too deep to stop.
Just don't think I could.
Pain is my only right.
It calls me like nothing else.
I fly to great hights
To bring you back to me.
I'm way too far from help.
I'll never forget you tried so hard.