its not easy
well guys its been more than a month now since my brother died and logic sais that over a period of time the sorrow associated with the loss of a loved one will eventually fade or you become used to the saddness, however i cannot seem to move on its haunting my every thought even if I dont seem like it my brother is dead guys one of my closest friends and some one i wached grow up and spent almost every day of my life with and no offence but thats more than i can say for any of you and i can immagine that any of you can phathome how I feel, the loss the saddness and the horrable feeling of loss and i mean that in the sence that something important is missing in my life like it wasnt time like baking cookies without sugar (its just crappy) and the worst part is I dont know how to deal with it moving on is easy its the knoledgethat my little brother will not be an uncle or ill never fight or hug him again. he was growing up to me such a great man guys strong as hell and had all the meanness to back it up but when he wasnt kicking ass he was loving everything and everyone around him. PST on something comments would be nice anything just please dont say "if you need anything" that line is so old and I have heard it way too much and if i were to come to you for something then what "you owe me" that what so dont bother lol and for you WoW players /cry.