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i feel horrible man. i feel like my friends are.... annoying. its kinda mean to say, i know but..... sometimes i get really annoyed when they act stupid and immature. i dont want to mention names since it will be useless but... one of them just never stop laughing. they laugh at the stupidest things and their laugh is pretty obnoxious. shes a good friend but, its annoying and irritating. i don't want to sound bad. im sure non of you would like a girl laughing in your ear when shes reading an article for research. im a really resistent person so i can handle people who kinda get on my nerves. but today i was pretty pissed. i was mad because i was being hit in the face by this stupid dude in my class and i grabed his arm and dug my nails into it. piece of shit should never fucking touch my face again. ill break his dam fingers the next time he touches me.
today isnt my day at all. i feel horrible. both emotionally and sympathetically. i feel horrible for feeling this way towards my friends and i feel horrible because im feeling crappy. i feel like smashing a plate against the wall. not caring if a piece gets in my eye. -sigh- tsk i cant wait till i get to high school.
about high school, i get the SHSAT results this thursday, along with the results for my Laguardia audition ^_^
today isnt my day at all. i feel horrible. both emotionally and sympathetically. i feel horrible for feeling this way towards my friends and i feel horrible because im feeling crappy. i feel like smashing a plate against the wall. not caring if a piece gets in my eye. -sigh- tsk i cant wait till i get to high school.
about high school, i get the SHSAT results this thursday, along with the results for my Laguardia audition ^_^