Title: Himitsu
Author: neko_desukara
Pairing: AKAME
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: AkaKame will never be mine...
Warning: I’m sucks at English. Sumimasen deshita.
Summary: Kamenashi Kazuya, disguised as a girl. When Akanishi Jin came, due to some circumstances they pretend they were a couple. But what if he really falls for Jin...?
A/N: I guess I’m sucks at giving summary too XP . This is my first Akame multi-chapter. Un-beta-ed
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chap9 Chapter8
He felt sort of pain from some part of his body. His eyes were still closed but his mind seemed to be in conscious now.
‘Again...such a nice dream...’ something came from his mind. But since when did he thought about it ‘something nice’, having a dream of making love... ‘making love’?... Apparently, his brain was still lost in oblivion after all. He feels uncomfortable from his current position, lying sideways, so he moved to lay his back instead, half asleep. But a bang suddenly reverberates from the silent surrounding.
“Ouch...” Kame winced, trying to sit up while massaging the spot of his back that hits the floor.
The sudden sound drew Akanishi from his sleep and then a smile appeared on his face before he finally opened his eyes as he imagines where that sound came from.
Kame noticed that he isn’t wearing anything other than the blanket hardly covered his naked body. His eyes got widened; he immediately remembered what exactly had happened last night. It wasn’t a dream! And the worst, he’s the one who provoked that to happen!
He nervously placed his stare at the person still lying on the couch.
“Ohayou~” Akanishi greeted him with a wide smile on his face. Kame couldn’t utter a word. He was still in shock when he suddenly heard footsteps. Then he heard the main door opened. Someone could see them; especially him, wearing nothing at all! It instantly brought into his mind that his father’s arrival is today and what a scene it could be for his father if they were to be seen in that situation - he couldn’t imagine - he doesn’t want to imagine.
He abruptly wrapped the blanket around him then he hurriedly picked up all his clothes scattered on the floor, didn’t even bother to wear them. He must hide quickly. He almost stumbled when he hopped on the couch only to step over it and hid himself behind the couch. It couldn’t help; he doesn’t have a lot of time to even run any where to look for a better place to hide his naked ass.
A second later, just in time Kame was in a quite safe place, Kamenashi’s father is already within Akanishi’s field of vision.
“Okaeri nasai, Kamenashi san.” Akanishi welcomes the old man.
“Oh, you’re awake. It’s still too early and its saturday today, aren’t you plan on indulging yourself for more sleep?”
“Ah. But don’t worry, I kinda feel like l get fully charged last night and I think I’m in a hyper mode now.” He grinned. “Do you want me to prepare some breakfast for you, Kamenashi san?”
“I’m still tired. I think I better have rest first. By the way, where’s Kame?”
“He’s probably still dreaming.”
“Well then, I should take my sleep too.”
“Have a nice dream, Kamenashi san.”
The old man leaves him a smile before disappearing from the living room toward his own room.
“You can come out now, you know.” Kame heard the taller boy said after maybe a couple of minutes his father was completely out of the picture. But Kame doesn’t have the courage to face the fact waiting for him. He totally blew his cover he doesn’t even intend to do. Now what? He can’t hide there for ever.
He finally stood up, “I’m going upstairs.” He said then swiftly run away without waiting for the taller boy’s reply.
Really now, what will happen? Why does he didn’t even think of this matter before jumping to this situation? He wanted to turn back the time and never do that again. But never do that again means never... Wait, it doesn’t mean he regrets what had happened...but at the same time he feels it shouldn’t happen. He flop his body to his bed and buried his face on his pillow. One thing he's sure - rather comes to a conclusion - that he’s now certainly one heck of a gay... but still, even after he do that and admitting to himself that he’s indeed in love with the same gender, it doesn’t feel like he’s gay... He knows there’s no way he would be interested to any other man. Jin is somewhat different, since the moment he laid his eyes on him, thinking back then, he realized even the first day the taller boy arrived at their school, he started watching the boy from one corner of his eyes even without realizing it at first...
...
It was in a middle of the day. He hasn’t eaten since last night. Tired from thinking, starved to death when Kame decided to get down before he passed out from hunger - which is too exaggerated - but he really feels like his stomach’s starting to ache.
He walked straight to the kitchen where he saw the taller boy sitting from one of the chairs.
The taller boy seemed like didn’t noticed his presence yet so he turns around and tried to back away silently but he heard the boy speaks.
“Where are you going?”
He stopped and turns around once again to look at the boy asking. “Ah...I suddenly remember that I forgot something in my room.”
“Then why don’t you get whatever that is, after you eat.”
“O...Okay...” Kame hesitantly agreed.
It’s kind of hard to eat when you know someone is watching you - as if Kame can hear his own gulp whenever he swallowed the food on his throat. He was expecting to hear a lot of question from Akanishi but until now he isn’t asking anything.
“Why aren’t you asking me a thing?” Kame voiced out.
“Are you going tell me if ever I asked you?” Akanishi questioned him back.
“I...I don’t know...” Kame answered uncertainly.
“I thought so.” The taller boy remarked. “Then I won’t force you to tell me something you’re not prepared to tell me. I’ll wait. I know you have your reasons why you’re doing this.”
Kame couldn’t believe it. He was like staring at the boy with amusement, confusion, mystified, bewildered and relieved feelings all at the same time. He doesn’t understand but everything with this man seems unpredictable.
“...though I have a question,” Akanishi suddenly muttered, “Do you regret what happened last night?”
“No. I mean, I guess not.” Kame stated. Unlike a while ago, he was uncertain about his feelings if he will regret it or not, but now that he was able to know what’s the taller boy had in mind, the shade of doubt or any disappointment suddenly fades away.
“And I had one more thing to ask, though it’s not a question but a request.”
Kame’s eyes didn’t want to blink, “A re-request? A-Alright... If I can do it, I guess its fine. So, euuhm... what is it?” Kame doesn’t know why he’s mumbling but there’s a fear suddenly stirs up from his mind.
“Why are you mumbling? Are you scared that I’ll ask you something stupid?” Akanishi chuckled. “Don’t worry it’s not something more stupid than acting such a cute girl.”
“So now you’re saying I’m stupid. And I’m not cute at all.”
Akanishi tensely waved his hand, “That’s not I meant, you’re definitely not stupid. I know you have a reason.” He showed his sorry smile. “But for the record, you’re too cute for a guy and not just cute, you’re simply hot too.” He smirked.
“Alright then, so what’s that request?”
Akanishi straighten his back from the chair, “Stop wearing brassieres.” He said casually.
Kame felt his face burned heat and ready to explode from embarrassment and wanted to just shrink and disappear from the scene, but that’s impossible. He placed his stare somewhere and started to scratch his cheek by his index finger from awkwardness. ‘Why does he even need to ask that kind of question?’ flashed through Kame’s mind.
“Why...Why are saying that? You know that I’m...I’m disguising...” he said without looking at the taller boy’s stare.
“I’m aware about that, you know there’s some real girls out there who were practically called flat chested coz’ their front and back almost just the same. And besides people knew you’re a girl so you don’t really have to trouble yourself wearing that, they won’t notice anyway.” Akanishi explains. “Besides, it’s just in my way.” he continues with a grin plastered on his face.
“Baka.” Kame’s face gets more reddened.
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Akanishi finds Kame’s hair interesting as he plays strands of them by his finger circling through it over and over again. Their seats were closed from each other as the taller boy moved his chair closer to Kame’s. The black haired boy was seriously reading his book not concerning the hand on his hair while Akanishi’s also reading as they apparently sharing the same book. Suddenly Kame felt some bad aura surrounds them. He lifted his gaze up and placed his attention around.
“Move your chair away, Jin.” Kame said in a low voice.
“Shh... We’re already in the good part of the story.” Comes from Akanishi, still busy reading the book while playing Kame’s locks.
Kame pulls his head away. “Stop messing with my hair.”
“Why don’t you just keep on reading? Our sensei hasn’t even arrived yet.”
“Baka, don’t you feel the ‘killing aura’ surrounding us? Or I’m the only one feeling that because it’s directly toward me...?” as he noticed that most of the Akanishi fanatics were furiously staring at him.
“Don’t mind them.”
“I do mind. I don’t want attention, specially this kind of attention. Now move your chair back to where it is supposed to be.”
“You’re so tensed. Do you want me to massage your back?”
“Are you even listening to me?”
“I am, but like what I said, don’t mind them. They actually don’t bite.” Akanishi grinned.
“You know, I’ll kill you before they could kill me. Now move.” Kame orders the taller boy.
The brown headed boy smile widely. “You can kill me but you’ll have to satisfy me with pleasure before taking my life?”
Kame narrowed his eyes and throws his deadly stare to Akanishi.
“I’ll move the chair now.” He stood up and started moving his own chair in the process.
Kame averts his eyes onto the book he’s still holding and breath out a prolonged sigh.
...
Aside from those killing stares, Kame didn’t notice there was one who seemed happy seeing them all sappy. A genuine smile curved on Minami’s lips. This was the first time she saw the two at the back being affectionate towards each other while they are at school. The first time she had actually saw them, her heart broke into pieces but now, she’s glad and it feels warm inside. Maybe something happened on that day. She suddenly remembers the moment when she asked Kame if she loves Akanishi. That time Kame didn’t answer, she didn’t even utter a word and the conversation suddenly stopped there. Kame apparently lost in his own thoughts while Minami asked herself the same question that bothered her after seeing Kame’s reaction.
‘Am I in love with Yu...?’ the same question comes to her head. She averted her gaze to the person in her mind. Her heart commencing to beat faster when her gaze locked with Yoko’s gaze. She wanted to look somewhere else but as if her eyes were drawn to look only at him. The boy smiled and Minami felt a skipped from her heartbeat. She was totally blown away as the blush overtakes her pink cheeks.
A little while later, Hyde sensei finally arrived.
“I have an announcement before we start our class,” Hyde sensei started. “...our section will going to have a play for our summer activities. I’ll give the names of the leading characters and the others who’ll be included for the said project by the next day. I am expecting for your full cooperation.”
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Yamapi patiently waiting for Akanishi once again outside the latter’s school gate, his back leaned onto the wall while pouting his lips as he usually does. He carefully looked through the mass of students going outside the gate. A couple of minutes, he’s able to see his best friend with the same girl who usually with him. He straightens his back as the two getting closer to where he is.
“Nice to see you again Kame chan~!” Yamapi grinned.
“Hn.” Kame slightly bowed his head and as if avoiding the boy’s gaze. The guilt suddenly awakens within his mind he wasn’t sure what for.
Akanishi hold the smaller boy’s hand as if showing it to his best friend. “Nice to see you too, Pi.” Instead of Kame, Akanishi’s the one who replied the greetings of his best friend.
Yamapi looked at the entwined hands then lifted up his gaze to meets the taller boy’s stare. “Bakanshi Jin! I didn’t know you’re there.” He mockingly said. “Just kidding.” He grinned. “Now, let’s go.”
“Maybe next time, PiG. Kazuya and I were going home now.” Kame heard the taller boy muttered. He looked at Akanishi then to Yamapi who’s staring at him with a smile on his face but he doesn’t know if it’s genuine or a fake.
“I see.” Yamapi murmured.
Kame wanted to tell Akanishi that it’s alright, he can go with Yamapi, but then he misses the days when they go home together. It’s been a while since the last time they went home together and that’s because of Yamapi.
“So, next time then.” Yamapi started. “Call me later, or I swear you won’t like what I had in my good mind.”
Akanishi rolled his eyes, “Alright, I’ll call you.”
“Then I should go too.” He smiled and looked at Kame, “Kame chan, BYEcycle!” he yapped while he moved his fists as if he’s taking a bike.
“That’s so unoriginal.” Kame commented.
“Eh? How’s that? I thought I’m the first one who used that bye-bye word.” Yamapi back to his pouting lips.
“I heard that before.” Kame muttered.
“Where?”
“I forgot.”
“Oh well, I gotta go.” Yamapi said. “I’ll search for that copycat idiot. Oi, Bakanishi, don’t forget to call me.”
“I won’t. Let’s go Kazuya.”
Kazuya mumbled, “Who’s the copycat idiot? He’s the one who copied it.” Then he followed Akanishi.
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They already got home but Akanishi never let go of the smaller boy’s hand with his. Kame tried to remove his hand from the taller boy’s hold but the grip was tightened. He looked at Akanishi.
“Jin, let go of my hand.”
“Say, what kind of movies you prefer to watch?” it appears that Akanishi doesn’t heard what the smaller boy just said.
“Huh?” Kame asked bewilderedly.
“How ‘bout let’s go on a date and see a movie?” Akanishi muttered.
“Eh?” Does Kame heard the taller boy correctly? He was asked by Akanishi for a date. They really start becoming a real couple, aren’t they?
The taller boy seemed thinking, “...But I don’t know if there’s some interesting movie that currently on the big screen right now. Anyways, let’s just check it out, ne.” then he turns around.
“Wait!” Kame pulled his hand to stop Akanishi from walking. “What are you doing? We just stepped our foot inside our house, now you wanna go out?”
Akanishi looked at Kame, “Ah! Right. We should have changed our clothes first.” Then he free Kame’s hand from his grip.
“Jin, we just got home.” Kame said emphatically. “If you wanted to see a movie, why didn’t you say so when we’re still outside?”
“What’s the difference? And I got the idea just now, its not that we can’t get outside after we made it here, right? Now move.” He pushed Kame’s shoulder from his back. “Change your clothes and I’ll get ready too.”
“Wait...” Kame suddenly halted.
“What is it this time?” Akanishi turns the smaller boy’s body to face him. “Don’t tell me you don’t wanna go out with me...”
Kame slightly bowed his head and put his stare on the floor while his hand suddenly finds his uniform’s button interesting as he fidgeting one of it. “T-That’s not it... The truth is, I...I don’t have something to wear...”
“Eh? What do you mean?”
“Actually, I only have normal clothes...” Kame couldn’t find courage to look at the taller boy’s gaze.
“You don’t have to wear some fancy clothes, y’know. It’s just a normal date, so normal clothes are perfect.”
“I mean... I only have clothes, like yours...like for guys.”
“Oh...” Akanishi uttered. Then something comes back to his mind. “Oh! When you come to think of it, I never really saw you wearing clothes other than your school uniform and... your pajamas. So that’s why! Well, that saved you for more laundry.”
“Ah.” Kame nodded.
“Now I’m curious,” Akanishi started, “How do you look with your man outfit...? I wanna see it. Let’s go! You can wear them.” He beamed.
“But... What if someone will see us? See me, and finds out my true identity?...” Kame worriedly said.
“Just wear a cap. I’m sure no one will recognize you. Besides, if someone saw you as a man, no one will think you’re the Kamenashi they knew.”
“I guess you’re right.” Kame awkwardly agreed.
“Now, get change alright.”
...
Akanishi getting excited to find out how does Kame looks like when he’s wearing his own manly clothes. He changed his uniform for a simple black shirt and a white polo on top, he matched it with his blue washed out jeans, and then he’s all set.
Now he’s just waiting for Kame to walk out from his own room while he was leaning his back on the wall beside the room’s door. A minute later, it finally got opened and the smaller boy walked out from it.
Kame wears a not so fitted white shirt, something black and red printed on it and also, blue washed out jeans where there are cuts everywhere. Akanishi’s jaw dropped. He’s astonishingly staring at the smaller boy. ‘Damn! He’s so fucking hot! He looks better with those clothes.’ Akanishi thought.
Kame saw the man outside his room but didn’t actually notice his reaction as he was meaning to ask something. “Jin, do you have an extra cap? Don’t have one.”
“Huh?!” Akanishi’s back to his senses, “Ah, yeah. Wait, I’ll get it for you.”
“Thanks.”
~+~
“Gyaah! I missed this!” Kame said while he stretched his arms and back after they got out from the cinema house. “I can’t remember the last time I did this. This so much fun!” he exclaimed.
“I know. But the movie isn’t that great.” comes from Akanishi who seemed not satisfied from what they watched. “Just funny.”
“Really? I think it’s great, I mean its fun to watch some brainless movie like that sometimes.”
The taller boy smiled. “Yeah, I guess. At least it’s fun.”
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A/N: I wanna say thanks to
sheenalinh , I practically get the idea about Kame’s everyday clothes from her. Comments really is a big help^^ and as always, comments will be loved