Himitsu~Chapter 7 [part 2]
>>Chap8
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“Well, hello again Kame chan~!”
“I know, I know. You two have fun...and I’ll be going now. Jya!”
Kame, once again leave the school alone as Yamapi picked up Akanishi with him and set off somewhere. To where they would go, Kame didn’t know. He recalled, every time Yamapi asked Akanishi to go with him, why doesn’t he invite Kame to tag along with them? - Ah! They were dating...
The whole thing was getting into Kame’s nerves, he doesn’t even understand why... He was sure he felt pissed, apparently when he saw Yamapi today, outside their school, he felt a sudden anger inside him. Why?... Because he knew that he’ll picked up Akanishi once again?... But still, why does he feels...weird...
“Damn it!” He kicked the rock on the road furiously. He watched where the rock could land but he saw at the same direction one of his classmates, none other than, Minami. She was sitting on one of the swings not too far from the road. He tried to ignore her, but he can’t help but turn his head at her direction once again, he noticed that the girl was staring into space... He remembered, this past few days whenever he saw Minami, she was like in a deep thought and come to think of it, that apparently started after she followed him and Akanishi, and saw them, kissing...
She probably in a lot of pain if she’s still looked like that - too troubled for a week now. It’s partly his fault... there’s nothing to be jealous about but could he even say that to her? If he does, he’ll just get her hope ups but nothing’s gonna changed the fact the Akanishi doesn’t like her... He likes...someone else...
“Hey!” Kame greeted the girl lost in her thought.
Minami lifted up her gaze to the girl in front of him. “Hey...” She mumbled.
Kame took a sit on the other swing and swings it a little.
“Gomen...” he suddenly spoke out. He feels he needed to voice out his apology. He doesn’t want to hurt other people, he hadn’t thought their little act could lead someone hurt, that it will make Minami in this gloomy state...
“For what?” Kame heard Minami asked.
“For...uhhm...” Kame didn’t know how to say what in his mind properly.
“About Akanishi? Don’t worry about it, I get over with it.”
“Then, why are you...these past few days, you looked so troubled...”
“I’m thinking. And don’t worry; it’s totally not about Akanishi-”
“Y’know, you didn’t really have to emphasize that I’ll get worried every time.” Kame said.
Minami stared at him blankly, “Well, okay. As I’ve said, I’m just thinking...”
“Oh, did I interrupt you just now? Gomen. I better go.” Kame stood up.
“Wait, actually I wanted to talk to someone...but I don’t know who I could talk to... Do you mind?...stay with me for a while?...”
Kame doesn’t really have something he needed to do. No one was at home. Akanishi was with his friend who knows where it could be and he doesn’t know what time he’ll come home - or might not come home like last night... His father was still on his last day trip.
“Sure.” He replied and back to sit at the swing.
There was a silence.
“Sorry if I caused you trouble before.” Minami said in a solemn way.
Kame stared at Minami. He couldn’t believe what e just heard. ‘Is this the Minami he knows?...’ flashed through his head. Kame hesitantly smiled, “Don’t sweat from it. I don’t really care much.”
“How was it, being kissed by Akanishi?...”
“What?” and there Kame thought that this wasn’t about Akanishi at all...
When Minami realized how her question sounded to Kame, “Oh, Don’t get me wrong. I just wanted to know how you feel when you were kissed by Akanishi. That’s all there is...I just wanted to find out what it felt to be kissed by someone...”
“Did someone...kiss you?” Kame asked, and when he saw how red Minami’s face got, he doesn’t really need to hear the answer.
“I’m not sure if you’re asking the right person, but the truth is I didn’t really know how to explain the feeling when...I was...kissed by Jin... It feels wrong but right at the same time. I felt like melting and wanted to indulge my self more... and I don’t know how but there’s the fluttering feeling inside my stomach and that kind of made me forget everything else.” Kame explained as remembering the moment when he was kissed by Akanishi.
Minami chuckled all of a sudden.
“What’s so funny?” Kame asked baffled. Does he sound corny or over-acting?
“Funny,” Minami started, “coz’ that’s exactly what I felt...when Yu...kissed me.” She shyly continues.
‘So that means Yoko san confessed his feelings for Minami...’
“Ne, Kamenashi chan... Are you in love with Akanishi?”
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Why everyday does feels like somewhat a torture for Kame in different ways? What does he even do to happened all of this things from the first place?...
Kame was sitting on the couch, wearing his pajamas, knees on his face while his arms wrapped on his legs. He tried to think and got lost from his deep thoughts.
Does he really falling for Jin?... With the same gender?... No! He doesn’t want to! No freaking way! ... He’s straight. And all of it was just a big lie; from his disguise to Akanishi was all a lie! ...But how could he explain what he feels?... He’s happy when the taller boy was around, he’s happy when they go to school together, he’s happy when he was eating with Jin either at school or at home, he’s happy to see Jin smile and laughed, he’s happy when they were having a conversation, he’s even happy when he was just merely watching Jin from one corner of his eyes... and when they kissed...it feels like heaven he couldn’t put the exact meaning into any word... And he hated Yamapi to think he’s with Jin, he simply hated him because of Jin but he knew he doesn’t hate Yamapi...but why does he feels upset some times?... Is he...jealous...?
“Fuck!” Kame groaned. “Shit... I think I’m gay... and I’m in love with Jin...”
A couple of hours later, Kame fell asleep while he’s busy figuring out what was wrong with him. He totally forgot to eat dinner. And there he was, unconsciously lying on the sofa.
It was in the middle of the night when Akanishi got home. He saw Kame sleeping on the sofa curled himself from cold. The taller boy snapped out from ogling too much at the sleeping smaller figure. He decided not to wake him up and get some blanket from upstairs and when he came back, he carefully laid the blanket over Kame’s body but he didn’t succeeds from not waking him up.
Kame sleepily opened his eyes and saw Akanishi’s face looking down on him.
“Hi.” Akanishi muttered. “Sorry I wake you-” he was cut off. Kame abruptly pulled Akanishi from his collar and captured the latter’s lips by his and presses his burning mouth as he slightly lifted his head to gain more access from the kiss.
The taller boy got shocked that he needed a second to register into his mind what the smaller boy just did. And when all of it registered enough to his senses, he’s now answering the kiss and tried to dominate as he lean over the smaller boy’s body while trying not to break the burning sensation of their blazing lips.
Kame flinched when he suddenly felt a finger trails slowly on his naked neck while his both hands unnoticeably gripped harder on Akanishi’s collar. Akanishi felt the sudden flinch of the boy under him and a smirk curved on his lips. Kame feels Akanishi’s tongue teasing his lower lip. He gasps as he felt the tongue nibbling on his lip and the same tongue suddenly invades Kame’s open mouth, and the moan slips from his mouth.
Akanishi nuzzles on Kame’s neck. Kame bit his lower lip trying to silence himself from escaping another moan but he just can’t help it when he felt the boy above him suck the sensitive skin of his neck.
“Ngnn...” another moan escaped from Kame but he wanted more. He let go his grip on the taller boy’s collar and runs his finger through Akanishi’s brown locks. He pushed it to his neck as he felt the boy’s tongue plays on his sensitive skin. Akanishi led his hand slid under the smaller boy’s shirt and wanders through boy’s stomach.
Kame was startled when he felt a hand intrudes under his shirt. ‘Fuck! What I have done?!’
He suddenly back into his sanity. He gives his all remaining strength to push the taller boy above him as he thought that’s the right thing to do at the moment. Akanishi sat up above him.
“I can’t do this.” Kame uttered, panting. He knows he doesn’t want to stop but he can’t do this, he couldn’t let this to happen... He may be gay, Akanishi may be gay but the latter knows him as a girl and who knows what will be his reaction when he finds out that he isn’t a girl... He sat up and tried to put some distance between him and Akanishi.
“Why? I thought you wanted it... Don’t you like me?”
Kame stared confused to the boy facing him. Why the taller boy asked him if he doesn’t like him? ‘What about him? Does that mean he likes me?’
“I-I just can’t do this and I can’t tell you why... and please don’t ask me coz’ even I tell you, you wouldn’t understand me...”
“Try me.” The taller boy told him with sincerity upon his eyes.
“You...don’t understand...it’s very complicated...”
Akanishi placed his hands on Kame’s shoulder and look under the smaller boy’s hesitant gaze. “Trust me. Whatever it is I promised nothing will change.”
Kame hopes nothing really will change...
“Kazuya...?”
“I...I’m...” his heart started to bang inside his ribcage. “well, the truth is...” God! He’s now really got nervous, should he really tell him?...
“I’m a guy...” he announced anxiously, he decided to tell, his mind doesn’t want him to tell the other guy the truth, but his heart telling him that he needs to... but then he shut his eyes closed because he got scared to see the taller boy’s reaction.
“You mean, you’re not a...girl?” he heard the boy asked. Kame nervously nodded.
Kame felt his chin lifted up by a hand but his eyes was still shut coz’ he feared to see what Akanishi was written on his face. He suddenly feels the taller boy’s lips touch his. He briskly opened his eyes and saw Akanishi, eyes were closed, giving him gentle kisses on his lips, on the corner of his mouth, on his cheeks, on the tip of his nose, back to his lips but the eyes were still closed.
“Why...don’t you ask me anything?” Akanishi halted, then opened his eyes and looked at Kame who suddenly voiced out the question. “You know, you’re supposed to ask me a lot of question coz’ I just told you the most uncommon thing one could ever do.”
Akanishi smiled then wrapped his arms around Kame’s waist leaving as little distance between them. “That can wait.” He muttered. “But I just realized I hate ‘waiting’ at times like this.”
“How...How about Yamapi?...” He remembers about Yamapi who apparently jealous of him.
“Pi? Pi’s just a friend. I told you before didn’t I? He’s my best friend and like a brother to me.”
“But-” Before the smaller boy could start another sentence, he was silenced by Akanishi’s mouth crushed onto his. Kame then let it be. At least he can now continue. Kame feels warm within him. He doesn’t need to stop; he doesn’t need to suppress his feelings. He just realized how he loves this guy kissing him which suddenly he understood, all this time, he knew he loved this guy. Now all he wanted to do was to completely indulge him self to the oozing sensation the two of them shared. He doesn’t want to stop - he doesn’t need to. Slowly he feels Akanishi breaking from the kiss but he couldn’t let that happened. He still wanted to taste the taller boy’s lips so he wrapped his arms around the other boy’s neck and let his one hand runs over Akanishi’s locks and gently pushes it forward to make their kiss deepened.
Akanishi smiled from the kiss and pulled up the smaller boy’s body onto his lap. Kame didn’t struggle or anything but blushingly follows and let his legs positioned on both sides of the taller boy. Kame suddenly breaks from the kiss, “I need some air.” He panted as he gasps for breath only to dive once again and captures Akanishi’s swollen lips. Akanishi can’t help to chuckle. He embraced the smaller figure of Kame tightly leaving no room for distance. Kame moans from the friction sends him when he felt his groin made contact against the bulge in Akanishi’s pants and that Akanishi slips his tongue into Kame’s mouth and let it explores the black haired boy’s cavern earning him another moan, sending another twitch to the taller boy’s burning crotch.
Akanishi’s hand roaming up and down on Kame’s back until one hand slid under Kame’s shirt caressing the boy’s back, and when his hand laid on the unnecessary thing, he unhook it and continues to roam from the entire skin. Kame grunts from the hand skims on his back, followed by another hand pushing the shirt up.
Akanishi’s mouth moves from his mouth to his cheek, kissing the path to his jaw line, down to his naked neck then furiously suck it hard leaving some mark. Kame throws his head up giving more access to the taller boy. He felt a hand travels through his stomach wanders up to his chest, tracing the skin. Kame moans a bit loud as Akanishi tease one of his aching nipples. “Fuck!” Kame cursed.
Akanishi smirked, “Later. You’re such in a rush.” He teased.
Kame gets blushed. He then lightly hits Akanishi’s head. “Baka! You’re destroying my mood.”
“Am I? Don’t worry I’ll do something about it.” Akanishi grinned. Now his hand starts to unbutton Kame’s shirt while he leaves gentle kisses on Kame’s naked neck and then tosses the shirt somewhere after removing it from Kame’s body, as well as his unnecessary bra. His mouth travels from the smaller boy’s neck down to the now bared chest as the latter arched his body to feel the more desired contact. Akanishi’s mouth found one erect nipple and his tongue teasingly licks that nipple, an electric shock coursed from Kame’s nipple towards his aching member. “Aaahhnnn...” another moan slips from Kame’s lips. He arches into Akanishi’s mouth. He bit his lips as he feels how the taller boy nibbles on his nipple and suck it hard afterwards. Kame’s finger tangled in Akanishi’s locks. “Jinnn...”
Akanishi’s hand moves downward to trail through the elastic band of Kame’s pj’s. Then the hand moves lower, cupping Kame’s erection through his pj’s fabric. Kame felt his blood runs from his brain going directly to his hardening member. “ngnn...” Kame groans. And a little more, he knew his sanity would leave him but he doesn’t care - he needs more, not a little. Akanishi’s thumb slightly pressed on Kame’s aching member. “Fucking tease!” Kame hissed while a smirk flashed on the taller boy’s lips. The hand moves, slightly dipping under the elastic band of Kame’s pjs then he pulled it down revealing Kame’s rigid member. A blushed peeks on the smaller boy’s face as he felt he’s now exposed than ever. Akanishi wanders his hand over Kame’s now exposed member. Kame shut his eyes from the bliss. He couldn’t distinguish anything anymore, all he knows now was he wanted more, more! He grinds his groin into the taller boy’s warm hand cursing a shock throughout his system.
Akanishi started to stroke his hand wrapped on Kame’s crotch, a bit slowly at first but when Kame begins to rock his hips, bucking back and forward, his stroke becomes frantic. Kame’s groans and moans grow louder. Akanishi felt his feelings will gonna burst from watching the smaller boy above him with hot expression on his face. He placed a quick kiss on Kame’s lips and said, “You’re so fucking hot!” then he stopped whatever he’s doing. Kame groans from frustration when the desired contact suddenly gone.
Akanishi laid the smaller boy on the couch then he stood up and runs toward the kitchen.
“What?” Kame yelled, “You suddenly wanna cook?” he asked sarcastically but the other boy didn’t answer. Just a second later, Kame saw the taller boy rushing back to him, holding something in his hand. When he got a better look - it’s an olive oil and then he realized what it is for.
Akanishi stared at him grinning. “Why would I cook? I’m in a middle of my meal.” Then he leans on the boy sitting on the couch, blushing, probably because of what he said or maybe because of what he was holding. He slowly pushed the smaller boy to lay his back onto the couch before he completely removes the remaining clothes of Kame. Kame got his face burning in red under the taller boy’s gaze, eyeing his naked body up and down. “You’re so god damn sexy, Kazuya!” Akanishi remarked. Then he leans over the smaller figure below, capturing the lips once again, his hands roaming along the neck down to the smaller boy’s body trailing his side downwards. Kame’s hand circled on Akanishi’s neck while tying the boy’s waist above by his two legs leaving no space in between. Akanishi’s hand slides over Kame’s ass, searching for something in between. Akanishi lets his fingers wander deeper. Kame gasps as Akanishi finds his hole and he almost screams when he suddenly felt a finger force itself through his tight ring muscle. Kame bit his lower lip. He unnoticeably clutches on the taller boy’s shoulder, digging his nails, probably leaving some mark there. But when he get used to the feeling, “Move.” He uttered. Akanishi pulls his finger only to bring it back inside again, and again. He repeats the step until he slid another finger as he pauses a moment and then move it again in and out. “Fuck Jin!” He curses. It is a strange feeling, he feels pain but still longed for more. His eyes were half closed in lust. Akanishi’s finger starts scissoring, stretching his opening further. “Mooore!!” he cries out for beg.
Kame’s hand slid in between their body down to Akanishi’s pants. He abruptly unbuttoned the single button of the pants and pulls the zipper down. Akanishi moans from the friction Kame’s hand slightly brushed through his rigid manhood as it radiates through his spine and flutters in his stomach. He sat up to grab the oil then coated it to his cock rapidly. Next thing Kame knew he felt something hot and blunt pushed inside his entrance. He softly whimpers as he feels Akanishi’s cock slowly slide further in his tight pucker. Kame winced from pain but he tried not to show it. Akanishi halted as he knew the smaller boy was in pain. He tried to stroke Kame’s manhood to help him feel more relaxed. Then Akanishi begun to move again slowly, waiting for Kame to get used to the feeling and be more stretched.
Kame winced not in pain anymore but from bliss. Akanishi’s thrust becomes frantically deeper and faster as his breath caresses Kame’s face. “HaaaAHH!” Kame yelped in ecstasy and arched his back off of bed. “Aaann...ahh... Jiiinnn...” he mumbled as Akanishi hit a spot that send a thousand jolt of pleasure coursing through his body making his length twitch feverously.
“Kazuya...”
Kame’s body shudders under every thrust of the boy above him. He can’t help but moan. It’s driving him insane. It feels so good he wanted to drown from it too deep. “Jin...I love you...” he unnoticeably mumbled, the taller boy heard him and crushed his burning mouth onto the boy underneath, while forces his cock deep inside the boy apparently lost in oblivion.
“Kazuya...I’m coming...” Akanishi once again leans to passionately kiss the boy beneath him. His cock slipping in and out of Kame’s ass in a lightning speed.
“Don’t...hold back.” Kame said completely falls into bliss. He’s also near his climax, “Ahhh... ngnn...Jin!!” he gasps. He couldn’t take it anymore, “AHHH!” He screams as the hot white fluid spills from his cock to his bare chest and to Akanishi’s clothed chest. Soon, after a few thrust, “Kazuya!!...” Akanishi lets out a long groan as he explodes deep inside Kame’s heated body.
They both panting hardly for a while where Akanishi lay on top of Kame, head on latter’s chest.
A smile appears on Kame’s face before the oblivion finally overtakes him.
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A/N: I have to share this, last Saturday morning around eight or so (I just finished writing this at six am on the same day), I had a dream, kind of funny one. I don’t know why I suddenly had a dream with Kelly Rowlands(one of Destiny’s Child) in it, I mean I’m not a fan of them and I haven’t seen her active on my TV screen for years. I sort of like a man in my dream, or I don’t know if I’m disguising but I was having sex with Kelly can’t tell ‘not in my dreams’ coz’ it just happened - or not yet, it sorta getting started when suddenly, “Jin...” slips on my lips. She halted and I was like explaining my life there that I don’t know any Jin and I don’t know why suddenly I called that name. Well, she forgave me easily and the heat getting started once again when another “Jiiinnn....” comes out from my good mouth, then my mother woke me up coz’ she’s having her breakfast and she wanted me to join her. Good thing she did and good thing I always saying Jin’s name so that the unforgivable sex not with either Kame or Jin stopped before it go deeper ^____________^. I stupidly smile when I woke up.
Anyways, I hope you guys like this chapter. I think this one once again written in a fast pace. Sorry if I couldn’t elaborate the story clearly. and sorry I got lazy this weekend to post it sooner, the thing is, don't have internet connection at home and i am lazy to go to some internet shop outside.
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“Well, hello again Kame chan~!”
“I know, I know. You two have fun...and I’ll be going now. Jya!”
Kame, once again leave the school alone as Yamapi picked up Akanishi with him and set off somewhere. To where they would go, Kame didn’t know. He recalled, every time Yamapi asked Akanishi to go with him, why doesn’t he invite Kame to tag along with them? - Ah! They were dating...
The whole thing was getting into Kame’s nerves, he doesn’t even understand why... He was sure he felt pissed, apparently when he saw Yamapi today, outside their school, he felt a sudden anger inside him. Why?... Because he knew that he’ll picked up Akanishi once again?... But still, why does he feels...weird...
“Damn it!” He kicked the rock on the road furiously. He watched where the rock could land but he saw at the same direction one of his classmates, none other than, Minami. She was sitting on one of the swings not too far from the road. He tried to ignore her, but he can’t help but turn his head at her direction once again, he noticed that the girl was staring into space... He remembered, this past few days whenever he saw Minami, she was like in a deep thought and come to think of it, that apparently started after she followed him and Akanishi, and saw them, kissing...
She probably in a lot of pain if she’s still looked like that - too troubled for a week now. It’s partly his fault... there’s nothing to be jealous about but could he even say that to her? If he does, he’ll just get her hope ups but nothing’s gonna changed the fact the Akanishi doesn’t like her... He likes...someone else...
“Hey!” Kame greeted the girl lost in her thought.
Minami lifted up her gaze to the girl in front of him. “Hey...” She mumbled.
Kame took a sit on the other swing and swings it a little.
“Gomen...” he suddenly spoke out. He feels he needed to voice out his apology. He doesn’t want to hurt other people, he hadn’t thought their little act could lead someone hurt, that it will make Minami in this gloomy state...
“For what?” Kame heard Minami asked.
“For...uhhm...” Kame didn’t know how to say what in his mind properly.
“About Akanishi? Don’t worry about it, I get over with it.”
“Then, why are you...these past few days, you looked so troubled...”
“I’m thinking. And don’t worry; it’s totally not about Akanishi-”
“Y’know, you didn’t really have to emphasize that I’ll get worried every time.” Kame said.
Minami stared at him blankly, “Well, okay. As I’ve said, I’m just thinking...”
“Oh, did I interrupt you just now? Gomen. I better go.” Kame stood up.
“Wait, actually I wanted to talk to someone...but I don’t know who I could talk to... Do you mind?...stay with me for a while?...”
Kame doesn’t really have something he needed to do. No one was at home. Akanishi was with his friend who knows where it could be and he doesn’t know what time he’ll come home - or might not come home like last night... His father was still on his last day trip.
“Sure.” He replied and back to sit at the swing.
There was a silence.
“Sorry if I caused you trouble before.” Minami said in a solemn way.
Kame stared at Minami. He couldn’t believe what e just heard. ‘Is this the Minami he knows?...’ flashed through his head. Kame hesitantly smiled, “Don’t sweat from it. I don’t really care much.”
“How was it, being kissed by Akanishi?...”
“What?” and there Kame thought that this wasn’t about Akanishi at all...
When Minami realized how her question sounded to Kame, “Oh, Don’t get me wrong. I just wanted to know how you feel when you were kissed by Akanishi. That’s all there is...I just wanted to find out what it felt to be kissed by someone...”
“Did someone...kiss you?” Kame asked, and when he saw how red Minami’s face got, he doesn’t really need to hear the answer.
“I’m not sure if you’re asking the right person, but the truth is I didn’t really know how to explain the feeling when...I was...kissed by Jin... It feels wrong but right at the same time. I felt like melting and wanted to indulge my self more... and I don’t know how but there’s the fluttering feeling inside my stomach and that kind of made me forget everything else.” Kame explained as remembering the moment when he was kissed by Akanishi.
Minami chuckled all of a sudden.
“What’s so funny?” Kame asked baffled. Does he sound corny or over-acting?
“Funny,” Minami started, “coz’ that’s exactly what I felt...when Yu...kissed me.” She shyly continues.
‘So that means Yoko san confessed his feelings for Minami...’
“Ne, Kamenashi chan... Are you in love with Akanishi?”
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Why everyday does feels like somewhat a torture for Kame in different ways? What does he even do to happened all of this things from the first place?...
Kame was sitting on the couch, wearing his pajamas, knees on his face while his arms wrapped on his legs. He tried to think and got lost from his deep thoughts.
Does he really falling for Jin?... With the same gender?... No! He doesn’t want to! No freaking way! ... He’s straight. And all of it was just a big lie; from his disguise to Akanishi was all a lie! ...But how could he explain what he feels?... He’s happy when the taller boy was around, he’s happy when they go to school together, he’s happy when he was eating with Jin either at school or at home, he’s happy to see Jin smile and laughed, he’s happy when they were having a conversation, he’s even happy when he was just merely watching Jin from one corner of his eyes... and when they kissed...it feels like heaven he couldn’t put the exact meaning into any word... And he hated Yamapi to think he’s with Jin, he simply hated him because of Jin but he knew he doesn’t hate Yamapi...but why does he feels upset some times?... Is he...jealous...?
“Fuck!” Kame groaned. “Shit... I think I’m gay... and I’m in love with Jin...”
A couple of hours later, Kame fell asleep while he’s busy figuring out what was wrong with him. He totally forgot to eat dinner. And there he was, unconsciously lying on the sofa.
It was in the middle of the night when Akanishi got home. He saw Kame sleeping on the sofa curled himself from cold. The taller boy snapped out from ogling too much at the sleeping smaller figure. He decided not to wake him up and get some blanket from upstairs and when he came back, he carefully laid the blanket over Kame’s body but he didn’t succeeds from not waking him up.
Kame sleepily opened his eyes and saw Akanishi’s face looking down on him.
“Hi.” Akanishi muttered. “Sorry I wake you-” he was cut off. Kame abruptly pulled Akanishi from his collar and captured the latter’s lips by his and presses his burning mouth as he slightly lifted his head to gain more access from the kiss.
The taller boy got shocked that he needed a second to register into his mind what the smaller boy just did. And when all of it registered enough to his senses, he’s now answering the kiss and tried to dominate as he lean over the smaller boy’s body while trying not to break the burning sensation of their blazing lips.
Kame flinched when he suddenly felt a finger trails slowly on his naked neck while his both hands unnoticeably gripped harder on Akanishi’s collar. Akanishi felt the sudden flinch of the boy under him and a smirk curved on his lips. Kame feels Akanishi’s tongue teasing his lower lip. He gasps as he felt the tongue nibbling on his lip and the same tongue suddenly invades Kame’s open mouth, and the moan slips from his mouth.
Akanishi nuzzles on Kame’s neck. Kame bit his lower lip trying to silence himself from escaping another moan but he just can’t help it when he felt the boy above him suck the sensitive skin of his neck.
“Ngnn...” another moan escaped from Kame but he wanted more. He let go his grip on the taller boy’s collar and runs his finger through Akanishi’s brown locks. He pushed it to his neck as he felt the boy’s tongue plays on his sensitive skin. Akanishi led his hand slid under the smaller boy’s shirt and wanders through boy’s stomach.
Kame was startled when he felt a hand intrudes under his shirt. ‘Fuck! What I have done?!’
He suddenly back into his sanity. He gives his all remaining strength to push the taller boy above him as he thought that’s the right thing to do at the moment. Akanishi sat up above him.
“I can’t do this.” Kame uttered, panting. He knows he doesn’t want to stop but he can’t do this, he couldn’t let this to happen... He may be gay, Akanishi may be gay but the latter knows him as a girl and who knows what will be his reaction when he finds out that he isn’t a girl... He sat up and tried to put some distance between him and Akanishi.
“Why? I thought you wanted it... Don’t you like me?”
Kame stared confused to the boy facing him. Why the taller boy asked him if he doesn’t like him? ‘What about him? Does that mean he likes me?’
“I-I just can’t do this and I can’t tell you why... and please don’t ask me coz’ even I tell you, you wouldn’t understand me...”
“Try me.” The taller boy told him with sincerity upon his eyes.
“You...don’t understand...it’s very complicated...”
Akanishi placed his hands on Kame’s shoulder and look under the smaller boy’s hesitant gaze. “Trust me. Whatever it is I promised nothing will change.”
Kame hopes nothing really will change...
“Kazuya...?”
“I...I’m...” his heart started to bang inside his ribcage. “well, the truth is...” God! He’s now really got nervous, should he really tell him?...
“I’m a guy...” he announced anxiously, he decided to tell, his mind doesn’t want him to tell the other guy the truth, but his heart telling him that he needs to... but then he shut his eyes closed because he got scared to see the taller boy’s reaction.
“You mean, you’re not a...girl?” he heard the boy asked. Kame nervously nodded.
Kame felt his chin lifted up by a hand but his eyes was still shut coz’ he feared to see what Akanishi was written on his face. He suddenly feels the taller boy’s lips touch his. He briskly opened his eyes and saw Akanishi, eyes were closed, giving him gentle kisses on his lips, on the corner of his mouth, on his cheeks, on the tip of his nose, back to his lips but the eyes were still closed.
“Why...don’t you ask me anything?” Akanishi halted, then opened his eyes and looked at Kame who suddenly voiced out the question. “You know, you’re supposed to ask me a lot of question coz’ I just told you the most uncommon thing one could ever do.”
Akanishi smiled then wrapped his arms around Kame’s waist leaving as little distance between them. “That can wait.” He muttered. “But I just realized I hate ‘waiting’ at times like this.”
“How...How about Yamapi?...” He remembers about Yamapi who apparently jealous of him.
“Pi? Pi’s just a friend. I told you before didn’t I? He’s my best friend and like a brother to me.”
“But-” Before the smaller boy could start another sentence, he was silenced by Akanishi’s mouth crushed onto his. Kame then let it be. At least he can now continue. Kame feels warm within him. He doesn’t need to stop; he doesn’t need to suppress his feelings. He just realized how he loves this guy kissing him which suddenly he understood, all this time, he knew he loved this guy. Now all he wanted to do was to completely indulge him self to the oozing sensation the two of them shared. He doesn’t want to stop - he doesn’t need to. Slowly he feels Akanishi breaking from the kiss but he couldn’t let that happened. He still wanted to taste the taller boy’s lips so he wrapped his arms around the other boy’s neck and let his one hand runs over Akanishi’s locks and gently pushes it forward to make their kiss deepened.
Akanishi smiled from the kiss and pulled up the smaller boy’s body onto his lap. Kame didn’t struggle or anything but blushingly follows and let his legs positioned on both sides of the taller boy. Kame suddenly breaks from the kiss, “I need some air.” He panted as he gasps for breath only to dive once again and captures Akanishi’s swollen lips. Akanishi can’t help to chuckle. He embraced the smaller figure of Kame tightly leaving no room for distance. Kame moans from the friction sends him when he felt his groin made contact against the bulge in Akanishi’s pants and that Akanishi slips his tongue into Kame’s mouth and let it explores the black haired boy’s cavern earning him another moan, sending another twitch to the taller boy’s burning crotch.
Akanishi’s hand roaming up and down on Kame’s back until one hand slid under Kame’s shirt caressing the boy’s back, and when his hand laid on the unnecessary thing, he unhook it and continues to roam from the entire skin. Kame grunts from the hand skims on his back, followed by another hand pushing the shirt up.
Akanishi’s mouth moves from his mouth to his cheek, kissing the path to his jaw line, down to his naked neck then furiously suck it hard leaving some mark. Kame throws his head up giving more access to the taller boy. He felt a hand travels through his stomach wanders up to his chest, tracing the skin. Kame moans a bit loud as Akanishi tease one of his aching nipples. “Fuck!” Kame cursed.
Akanishi smirked, “Later. You’re such in a rush.” He teased.
Kame gets blushed. He then lightly hits Akanishi’s head. “Baka! You’re destroying my mood.”
“Am I? Don’t worry I’ll do something about it.” Akanishi grinned. Now his hand starts to unbutton Kame’s shirt while he leaves gentle kisses on Kame’s naked neck and then tosses the shirt somewhere after removing it from Kame’s body, as well as his unnecessary bra. His mouth travels from the smaller boy’s neck down to the now bared chest as the latter arched his body to feel the more desired contact. Akanishi’s mouth found one erect nipple and his tongue teasingly licks that nipple, an electric shock coursed from Kame’s nipple towards his aching member. “Aaahhnnn...” another moan slips from Kame’s lips. He arches into Akanishi’s mouth. He bit his lips as he feels how the taller boy nibbles on his nipple and suck it hard afterwards. Kame’s finger tangled in Akanishi’s locks. “Jinnn...”
Akanishi’s hand moves downward to trail through the elastic band of Kame’s pj’s. Then the hand moves lower, cupping Kame’s erection through his pj’s fabric. Kame felt his blood runs from his brain going directly to his hardening member. “ngnn...” Kame groans. And a little more, he knew his sanity would leave him but he doesn’t care - he needs more, not a little. Akanishi’s thumb slightly pressed on Kame’s aching member. “Fucking tease!” Kame hissed while a smirk flashed on the taller boy’s lips. The hand moves, slightly dipping under the elastic band of Kame’s pjs then he pulled it down revealing Kame’s rigid member. A blushed peeks on the smaller boy’s face as he felt he’s now exposed than ever. Akanishi wanders his hand over Kame’s now exposed member. Kame shut his eyes from the bliss. He couldn’t distinguish anything anymore, all he knows now was he wanted more, more! He grinds his groin into the taller boy’s warm hand cursing a shock throughout his system.
Akanishi started to stroke his hand wrapped on Kame’s crotch, a bit slowly at first but when Kame begins to rock his hips, bucking back and forward, his stroke becomes frantic. Kame’s groans and moans grow louder. Akanishi felt his feelings will gonna burst from watching the smaller boy above him with hot expression on his face. He placed a quick kiss on Kame’s lips and said, “You’re so fucking hot!” then he stopped whatever he’s doing. Kame groans from frustration when the desired contact suddenly gone.
Akanishi laid the smaller boy on the couch then he stood up and runs toward the kitchen.
“What?” Kame yelled, “You suddenly wanna cook?” he asked sarcastically but the other boy didn’t answer. Just a second later, Kame saw the taller boy rushing back to him, holding something in his hand. When he got a better look - it’s an olive oil and then he realized what it is for.
Akanishi stared at him grinning. “Why would I cook? I’m in a middle of my meal.” Then he leans on the boy sitting on the couch, blushing, probably because of what he said or maybe because of what he was holding. He slowly pushed the smaller boy to lay his back onto the couch before he completely removes the remaining clothes of Kame. Kame got his face burning in red under the taller boy’s gaze, eyeing his naked body up and down. “You’re so god damn sexy, Kazuya!” Akanishi remarked. Then he leans over the smaller figure below, capturing the lips once again, his hands roaming along the neck down to the smaller boy’s body trailing his side downwards. Kame’s hand circled on Akanishi’s neck while tying the boy’s waist above by his two legs leaving no space in between. Akanishi’s hand slides over Kame’s ass, searching for something in between. Akanishi lets his fingers wander deeper. Kame gasps as Akanishi finds his hole and he almost screams when he suddenly felt a finger force itself through his tight ring muscle. Kame bit his lower lip. He unnoticeably clutches on the taller boy’s shoulder, digging his nails, probably leaving some mark there. But when he get used to the feeling, “Move.” He uttered. Akanishi pulls his finger only to bring it back inside again, and again. He repeats the step until he slid another finger as he pauses a moment and then move it again in and out. “Fuck Jin!” He curses. It is a strange feeling, he feels pain but still longed for more. His eyes were half closed in lust. Akanishi’s finger starts scissoring, stretching his opening further. “Mooore!!” he cries out for beg.
Kame’s hand slid in between their body down to Akanishi’s pants. He abruptly unbuttoned the single button of the pants and pulls the zipper down. Akanishi moans from the friction Kame’s hand slightly brushed through his rigid manhood as it radiates through his spine and flutters in his stomach. He sat up to grab the oil then coated it to his cock rapidly. Next thing Kame knew he felt something hot and blunt pushed inside his entrance. He softly whimpers as he feels Akanishi’s cock slowly slide further in his tight pucker. Kame winced from pain but he tried not to show it. Akanishi halted as he knew the smaller boy was in pain. He tried to stroke Kame’s manhood to help him feel more relaxed. Then Akanishi begun to move again slowly, waiting for Kame to get used to the feeling and be more stretched.
Kame winced not in pain anymore but from bliss. Akanishi’s thrust becomes frantically deeper and faster as his breath caresses Kame’s face. “HaaaAHH!” Kame yelped in ecstasy and arched his back off of bed. “Aaann...ahh... Jiiinnn...” he mumbled as Akanishi hit a spot that send a thousand jolt of pleasure coursing through his body making his length twitch feverously.
“Kazuya...”
Kame’s body shudders under every thrust of the boy above him. He can’t help but moan. It’s driving him insane. It feels so good he wanted to drown from it too deep. “Jin...I love you...” he unnoticeably mumbled, the taller boy heard him and crushed his burning mouth onto the boy underneath, while forces his cock deep inside the boy apparently lost in oblivion.
“Kazuya...I’m coming...” Akanishi once again leans to passionately kiss the boy beneath him. His cock slipping in and out of Kame’s ass in a lightning speed.
“Don’t...hold back.” Kame said completely falls into bliss. He’s also near his climax, “Ahhh... ngnn...Jin!!” he gasps. He couldn’t take it anymore, “AHHH!” He screams as the hot white fluid spills from his cock to his bare chest and to Akanishi’s clothed chest. Soon, after a few thrust, “Kazuya!!...” Akanishi lets out a long groan as he explodes deep inside Kame’s heated body.
They both panting hardly for a while where Akanishi lay on top of Kame, head on latter’s chest.
A smile appears on Kame’s face before the oblivion finally overtakes him.
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A/N: I have to share this, last Saturday morning around eight or so (I just finished writing this at six am on the same day), I had a dream, kind of funny one. I don’t know why I suddenly had a dream with Kelly Rowlands(one of Destiny’s Child) in it, I mean I’m not a fan of them and I haven’t seen her active on my TV screen for years. I sort of like a man in my dream, or I don’t know if I’m disguising but I was having sex with Kelly can’t tell ‘not in my dreams’ coz’ it just happened - or not yet, it sorta getting started when suddenly, “Jin...” slips on my lips. She halted and I was like explaining my life there that I don’t know any Jin and I don’t know why suddenly I called that name. Well, she forgave me easily and the heat getting started once again when another “Jiiinnn....” comes out from my good mouth, then my mother woke me up coz’ she’s having her breakfast and she wanted me to join her. Good thing she did and good thing I always saying Jin’s name so that the unforgivable sex not with either Kame or Jin stopped before it go deeper ^____________^. I stupidly smile when I woke up.
Anyways, I hope you guys like this chapter. I think this one once again written in a fast pace. Sorry if I couldn’t elaborate the story clearly. and sorry I got lazy this weekend to post it sooner, the thing is, don't have internet connection at home and i am lazy to go to some internet shop outside.