all alone <3

[neko12]

all alone i stand
waiting for the one
i thought i had found him
but i ended up with none

all alone i stand
hiding in the dark
how could i be so foolish?
i was swimming with a shark

i should have seen it coming
he tore my heart apart
it bled like it was crazy
he hit it with a dart

nothing lasts forever
not even forever itself
i constantly told myself that
but i still stood on that shelf

i was just a toy just lying there waiting
waiting for him to pick me up
and watch my heart start shaking

all alone i stand
and i constantly wonder
did i ever mean anything?
was i always in the gutter?