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heehee..HI ALL :D my names sarah ^^ O.o but im hoping more than half of you already knew that...o.o' do i always almost start out with saying my name? O.o'' sry.. :D mel just signd on yahoo..*giggles* im odd..ok uh.... :D now on msn!! O.o hm..changed her name..
thursday night i wasnt allowed to sleep. ^^ i went to this doctor person and shes supposed to help me with my depression, but she said she wanted me to go to this neurologist (brain doctor) and get some tests done. and so she called up these one peoples and made an appointment. they were going to measure my brain activity. so the people said i was allowed 4hours of sleep at the most that night. but NOT before midnight, after midnight i was not allowed to sleep. and so i went to my grandmas and stayed the night there (twas hell there) and that next day (friday) i had an appointment with the braindude peoples. -_- and that was at 10:30am, but it wasnt REALLY til 11am. ^____^ it was really cool! lol, they marked measurments on my head with this one pen thing that washes off, and then they put some gooey stuff on and they put these electrodes all over on my head :D and then they made me go into this really dark room and made me lay down on this bed, and they told me to close my eyes and not to open them unless they said to. then they went into the other room. the room i was in was pith dark. heehee. and so on a speaker thing next to my bed they said "without opening your eyes, whats your birthday?" "december 1st, 1991" "whats your favorite color? *then she whispered* heh, theyre making me boss you around, sorry 'bout that" the girl there was REALLY nice" to me "red..." "whats 7x6?" i started freaking out and im like "uh..um..eh...uh """" *panic* 42!? "very good" and then they didnt talk for a few minutes and then this strobe light came on RIGHT next to my eyes (like 6 inches away) to see if i had little mini seizures without knowing it. it turned on and off and on and off and it got brighter and brighter and it was soooooooo amazingly pretty, and it was white, but then pink started showing up swirled in the pink and then yellow too and it was really pretty ^^ and it was like little desines and stuff. and then it went reallyreallyreally fast, and twas very pretty, but then they shut it off (*cry*) and after a few more minutes they told me to breath deeply and fast like i was running until they said to stop, and then i did and while i was doing that every once in a while they said something like 'good job sarah! youre doing great!' and then after what felt like forever they said "good job, 20 seconds left" and then after 20 seconds they told me to stop and said all that good praising stuff and they said "now you can have that nap we promised you ^__^" and so i fell asleep for 20 minutes, and they woke me up by saying like "wake up" or something and i just woke up like i was hypnotizes or something, and they slowely turned on lamps and the big light and they unhooked all the wire thinger things and they washed the gooey stuff out of my hair and they combed it and they were really really nice ^_^ im going back tuesday night and all wednesday!! lol, YAY!! it was AWESOME!! XD but im still really tired..u_u sigh..that 30 hours of no sleeps really gotten to me...:D but last night i slept for a while ^^ no clue how long, but yeah.
thursday night i wasnt allowed to sleep. ^^ i went to this doctor person and shes supposed to help me with my depression, but she said she wanted me to go to this neurologist (brain doctor) and get some tests done. and so she called up these one peoples and made an appointment. they were going to measure my brain activity. so the people said i was allowed 4hours of sleep at the most that night. but NOT before midnight, after midnight i was not allowed to sleep. and so i went to my grandmas and stayed the night there (twas hell there) and that next day (friday) i had an appointment with the braindude peoples. -_- and that was at 10:30am, but it wasnt REALLY til 11am. ^____^ it was really cool! lol, they marked measurments on my head with this one pen thing that washes off, and then they put some gooey stuff on and they put these electrodes all over on my head :D and then they made me go into this really dark room and made me lay down on this bed, and they told me to close my eyes and not to open them unless they said to. then they went into the other room. the room i was in was pith dark. heehee. and so on a speaker thing next to my bed they said "without opening your eyes, whats your birthday?" "december 1st, 1991" "whats your favorite color? *then she whispered* heh, theyre making me boss you around, sorry 'bout that" the girl there was REALLY nice" to me "red..." "whats 7x6?" i started freaking out and im like "uh..um..eh...uh """" *panic* 42!? "very good" and then they didnt talk for a few minutes and then this strobe light came on RIGHT next to my eyes (like 6 inches away) to see if i had little mini seizures without knowing it. it turned on and off and on and off and it got brighter and brighter and it was soooooooo amazingly pretty, and it was white, but then pink started showing up swirled in the pink and then yellow too and it was really pretty ^^ and it was like little desines and stuff. and then it went reallyreallyreally fast, and twas very pretty, but then they shut it off (*cry*) and after a few more minutes they told me to breath deeply and fast like i was running until they said to stop, and then i did and while i was doing that every once in a while they said something like 'good job sarah! youre doing great!' and then after what felt like forever they said "good job, 20 seconds left" and then after 20 seconds they told me to stop and said all that good praising stuff and they said "now you can have that nap we promised you ^__^" and so i fell asleep for 20 minutes, and they woke me up by saying like "wake up" or something and i just woke up like i was hypnotizes or something, and they slowely turned on lamps and the big light and they unhooked all the wire thinger things and they washed the gooey stuff out of my hair and they combed it and they were really really nice ^_^ im going back tuesday night and all wednesday!! lol, YAY!! it was AWESOME!! XD but im still really tired..u_u sigh..that 30 hours of no sleeps really gotten to me...:D but last night i slept for a while ^^ no clue how long, but yeah.