life likes to kick our feet out from under us
I finally got the baby on a good schedule, though he has been teething lately and cranky all around and not wanting to eat much, but overall he is a joy and easier to manage.
I feel comfortable at my job, even knowing I am off during the summer. I love my students, my staff, and next year I get a new bigger room, so yeah.
Alex and I are trying to communicate better and trying to remember to spend some time each day cuddling and just enjoying each others company.
I am going to do an obstacle race in August and I am scared but I will do it.
My brother is expecting a little girl, two of my friends little boys, one friend a little girl and another twin girls, and two co-workers are expecting one of each, so the babies are booming and having a kid we love it as our children will always have friends to hang out with and we will always have places to take kids. Not to mention the adventures you have with the parents on days off and weekends.
I am trying to eat better and get in better shape with a bit of exercise and daily walks with Josh.
But with all this going well I get one bit of news that just puts me to my knees. I am hopeful that it will go well and that life will continue to look at me and mine favorably but it does not mean that I am excited for this phase again or that I am not nervous. Luckily I have this time off to be there if I am needed and that this is somewhat familiar so we don't have to fear the unknown. It just sucks. But we shall overcome and I will be as strong as I have to be for everyone involved.
If your reading this, I am here for you and I love you. Just let me know.
For everyone else we need super good juju our way for the next few months. (And yes I have to be cryptic for now.)
Crystal
I feel comfortable at my job, even knowing I am off during the summer. I love my students, my staff, and next year I get a new bigger room, so yeah.
Alex and I are trying to communicate better and trying to remember to spend some time each day cuddling and just enjoying each others company.
I am going to do an obstacle race in August and I am scared but I will do it.
My brother is expecting a little girl, two of my friends little boys, one friend a little girl and another twin girls, and two co-workers are expecting one of each, so the babies are booming and having a kid we love it as our children will always have friends to hang out with and we will always have places to take kids. Not to mention the adventures you have with the parents on days off and weekends.
I am trying to eat better and get in better shape with a bit of exercise and daily walks with Josh.
But with all this going well I get one bit of news that just puts me to my knees. I am hopeful that it will go well and that life will continue to look at me and mine favorably but it does not mean that I am excited for this phase again or that I am not nervous. Luckily I have this time off to be there if I am needed and that this is somewhat familiar so we don't have to fear the unknown. It just sucks. But we shall overcome and I will be as strong as I have to be for everyone involved.
If your reading this, I am here for you and I love you. Just let me know.
For everyone else we need super good juju our way for the next few months. (And yes I have to be cryptic for now.)
Crystal