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Sigh, two of my friends have had a huge loss this week and it is heartbreaking. I wish I knew what to do for them and I wish I wasn't scared of it turning to 3 somehow. Especially since I am worried about Josh and me, since he still is not out and I have had stronger more painful contractions but they still are not closer together. And that makes me feel bad because I then feel self centered and uncaring for what others have and are going through, and I don't want to feel like that. Pregnancy and deep emotions don't mix, I was pretty ok for most if it but I am not handling these last few weeks well. Need some good news, too emotional right now.
Crys
Crys