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Long time no post. I am not enjoying being pregnant, between the low energy, high weight, nausea and heartburn, itching/cracking skin, and the muscle pulling it is one of the most uncomfortable feelings of my life.
Don't get me wrong, I am excited for Josh and I adore when I feel him moving and sometimes even his heartbeat. BUt when he kicks hard or jumps up and down on my already sore bladder I just want to say enough already kid and time to come out.
But I have at least 11 more weeks to go. I really don't see myself going before 37 weeks but who knows.
I called the doctor today as my belly pains where getting tough and I wanted to make sure it didn't sound like anything to worry about. But since it is in one location, on the upper left quadrant, and it is not causing me to feel pressure elsewhere they think like I did that maybe I pulled something. Though I am to keep an eye on it to make sure the pain doesn't get worse or that I don't get any other symptoms.
Overall, I am excited and nervous.
I know Alex will be an excellent dad and I should be an ok mom. I am as ready as I will ever be and it is the next adventure of my life, so yeah.
On the work front, it is going well. I am feeling more secure and content in my knowledge. I am willing to stand up for myself more and I think I do a great job. Nervous about next year as alot of people are leaving the company, but not much I can do but wait and see. So fingers crossed for that.
Relationship wise, couldn't be better. Alex has been excellent and supportive without babying me so that I don't get a big head. He has been tired, but he is excited for the things he wants to do with the house and the garden. And, secretly I think he is excited for the baby.
So yeah, that is really about it.
Take care all, I love ya.
Crys
Don't get me wrong, I am excited for Josh and I adore when I feel him moving and sometimes even his heartbeat. BUt when he kicks hard or jumps up and down on my already sore bladder I just want to say enough already kid and time to come out.
But I have at least 11 more weeks to go. I really don't see myself going before 37 weeks but who knows.
I called the doctor today as my belly pains where getting tough and I wanted to make sure it didn't sound like anything to worry about. But since it is in one location, on the upper left quadrant, and it is not causing me to feel pressure elsewhere they think like I did that maybe I pulled something. Though I am to keep an eye on it to make sure the pain doesn't get worse or that I don't get any other symptoms.
Overall, I am excited and nervous.
I know Alex will be an excellent dad and I should be an ok mom. I am as ready as I will ever be and it is the next adventure of my life, so yeah.
On the work front, it is going well. I am feeling more secure and content in my knowledge. I am willing to stand up for myself more and I think I do a great job. Nervous about next year as alot of people are leaving the company, but not much I can do but wait and see. So fingers crossed for that.
Relationship wise, couldn't be better. Alex has been excellent and supportive without babying me so that I don't get a big head. He has been tired, but he is excited for the things he wants to do with the house and the garden. And, secretly I think he is excited for the baby.
So yeah, that is really about it.
Take care all, I love ya.
Crys