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I went to my mom's house to get the rest of my things and my mom was very resentful to see me there. She told me she thinks everything that has happened is my fault. She had told Chris but not me at first, because she thinks I wouldn't have been interested in the hell she was put through the past 3 weeks, that 3 armed investigators came to the house and read my dad his rights, and planned to arrest my mom and dad on the spot. I'm not really sure why they didn't. She asked me later after she finally explained to me what happened that "Do you think I deserved to be treated like that...well do you...?" It was tough to deal with the accusations like that. My mom did give me all my things from what I can tell. She seemed to be despirately trying to make me feel guilty because she was sure to include that she was up to midnight getting these things together (which doesn't match what she told me before, that she had these things ready for weeks).
Teddy and Charlie are ok...Charlie is having a lot of trouble with an infection my mom isn't treating because of the lawyer fees. Teddy really missed me. It was tough knowing that he didn't understand why I couldn't stay. He did a lot of things to let me know he wanted to come with me or he wanted me to stay. He grabbed my shoe and laid his head on it and kept licking the shoe every now and then (he always does things with my shoes, and depending on his mood he'll do different things). He kept head butting me to get me to fall over so he could cuddle up next to me. :-( And he kept wagging his tail at the door and staring at his leash. It was tough seeing them, and they are being fed, but that's it.
I am happy I have my things but not happy that Charlie and Teddy aren't being cared for like they should be. I did invite my mom to Sushi Sake this Saturday with Chris and myself (for my "birthday dinner") to try to just get some time in that's "neutral time" where she isn't thinking about "what I did to her to make her life a living hell". I'm so exhausted mentally, emotionally, and physically this week. It's been a tough week. I'm glad it's almost over!
Teddy and Charlie are ok...Charlie is having a lot of trouble with an infection my mom isn't treating because of the lawyer fees. Teddy really missed me. It was tough knowing that he didn't understand why I couldn't stay. He did a lot of things to let me know he wanted to come with me or he wanted me to stay. He grabbed my shoe and laid his head on it and kept licking the shoe every now and then (he always does things with my shoes, and depending on his mood he'll do different things). He kept head butting me to get me to fall over so he could cuddle up next to me. :-( And he kept wagging his tail at the door and staring at his leash. It was tough seeing them, and they are being fed, but that's it.
I am happy I have my things but not happy that Charlie and Teddy aren't being cared for like they should be. I did invite my mom to Sushi Sake this Saturday with Chris and myself (for my "birthday dinner") to try to just get some time in that's "neutral time" where she isn't thinking about "what I did to her to make her life a living hell". I'm so exhausted mentally, emotionally, and physically this week. It's been a tough week. I'm glad it's almost over!