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What happened with Hinata-sama... I do not even know how to begin to describe it. Half of me is disgusted with myself for the lack of proper self-control. The other half of me, I'd prefer not to even think about.
I have to keep reminding myself that she is the heir, and the heir foremost. Whatever happens between us is purely physical.
Hinata-sama does not love me, and I am not allowed to love her.
Aside from problems that cannot be solved, I had a training session with Tenten and Lee. The injured hand from my encounter with Hinata-sama hampered my movements, but I was still able to hold my ground. Hinata-sama showed up in the middle, and Tenten had the audacity to suggest that she bandage our wounds--who does Tenten think Hinata-sama is? A common nursemaid?
I admit that I was angry, and did not bother to hide that fact. Tenten, however, does not seem to have grown from the genin days--she chose to use violence to prove her point, like a child throwing a tantrum. I held my peace, however. I will never lose my head in front of Hinata-sama--I will never disgrace her that way.
In the village, threats of the Akatsuki have given way to action--even Tsunade-sama is worried. Perhaps my overconfidence was a mistake. I will join the jounin to protect Konohagakure, to protect Hinata-sama, in whatever way I can.
I have to keep reminding myself that she is the heir, and the heir foremost. Whatever happens between us is purely physical.
Hinata-sama does not love me, and I am not allowed to love her.
Aside from problems that cannot be solved, I had a training session with Tenten and Lee. The injured hand from my encounter with Hinata-sama hampered my movements, but I was still able to hold my ground. Hinata-sama showed up in the middle, and Tenten had the audacity to suggest that she bandage our wounds--who does Tenten think Hinata-sama is? A common nursemaid?
I admit that I was angry, and did not bother to hide that fact. Tenten, however, does not seem to have grown from the genin days--she chose to use violence to prove her point, like a child throwing a tantrum. I held my peace, however. I will never lose my head in front of Hinata-sama--I will never disgrace her that way.
In the village, threats of the Akatsuki have given way to action--even Tsunade-sama is worried. Perhaps my overconfidence was a mistake. I will join the jounin to protect Konohagakure, to protect Hinata-sama, in whatever way I can.