crap, crap and more crap

[nejifer2003]

crap...that's all i ever write is crap...that's all anyone likes to read...well why would i write about my day?...that's pretty boring, unless something earth-shattering and exciting happens, which is a very rare occurance...yeah, i don't really know where i'm going with this...i'm just sick of the same shit all the time...hanging out with the same

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[anonymous]

i understand that this is a journal... or whatever... but maybe you should stop feeling sorry for yourself and make the most out of what you have... i'm sure you have alot more than others and feeling sorry for yourself about your guy or family problems gets you nowhere... and its not the end of the world

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[nejifer2003]

you know...you're right. i don't know why i put so much thought into things like that. i know it's not the end of the world, and it's not like i mean to sound like a whiney bitch, but that's just the way it comes out in my entries. i guess i should really focus on the things in my life that make me happy as opposed to the things that make me upset...it's just hard when the things that make you upset out-way the things that make you happy...i'm trying though

[sweetloves]

just because you vent about things that are bothering you does not mean you feel sorry for yourself. you do not spend all your waking moments screaming 'but look at MY problems'. you spend 10-15 minutes every few days writing down the things that bother you, and yes they bother you, which is perfectly legitimate. it's absolutley not the end of the world, but to you sometimes it can feel that way, and you have that right just as much as anyone else. and actually writing down your feelings instead of bottling them up does in fact, get you somewhere. and whoever said that is right. this is a journal. so continue journaling.

[anonymous]

Well theres the 10-15mins writin them down and then the hour or two "venting" to me about her problems. haha just kidding neji your the best down worry about what people say its your journal write what you want.

[anonymous]

why dont you have many people around you, did you run them all off?

if you really wanted to do something about who is around you and all that you would do something about it instead of doing nothing, whats going to happen when you are 21, go to the bar everynight, waste money on alcohol, and still have nobody around you. that sounds good to me.

[anonymous]

so the people around you are shit?

i'm just sick of the same shit all the time...hanging out with the same people

wow they must feel so special to be friends with you.i feel sorry for them, but i guess i should feel sorry for you, i mean i guess they are shitty friends since you are sick of hanging out with them.

right on friends, feel special dont ya? she is basically calling you shit!

FROM NIKKI

[sweetloves]

I say we clubb Jen., drag her down to the basement and leave her there. That's an equal punishment for the atrocity of what she did, goddamn her writing in her journal, I'm offended! Writing down her feelings and remembering to say that she loved her friends she's just looking for a change. No no, clubbing is too good for her. Let's have a good old fashioned hanging! Yeah, that's it. Because all of us have NEVER said something that was taken out of context. We know EXACTLY what Jen was thinking when she wrote that entry. Ok, so all of us who are far better than Jen could ever be, to the town square, we're gonna watch her squirm!

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[sweetloves]

she might be looking for a change, but hasnt she always been looking for a change? so why doesnt she go and do something about it? she doesnt want change, shes too afraid of change, must be, she complains about what she has or lack there of but does NOTHING about it, so her being upset, she only has herself to blame for that.

she should be thankful she still has people around her, but no she just says that she is sick of them. thats nice, did you feel honored to hear that?