oh...damnit!
wtf am i doing?
i'll tell you what i'm doing: i'm getting an apartment with my friends...an apartment that i'll be lucky if i can afford it. my parents are mad at me (mostly my mom)...my friends are mad at me and i don't blame them because i'm scrounging for money and forcing them to pay more than they should be, and it's all because i'm a selfish bitch who wants a life that she can't possibly afford to live, but she still wants it anyway. "wanting something i know i can't have"...those words sound very familiar to me. that's my problem isn't it? that's always been my stupid god-awful problem! and i know it...i've known it, and what have i done about it? i've persued it. i went and fucking persued it you moron jen! you're making everyone around you upset and pissed off all because you think you can handle this. who are you kidding? you want to be an adult? start fucking acting like one you dike!
i'll tell you what i'm doing: i'm getting an apartment with my friends...an apartment that i'll be lucky if i can afford it. my parents are mad at me (mostly my mom)...my friends are mad at me and i don't blame them because i'm scrounging for money and forcing them to pay more than they should be, and it's all because i'm a selfish bitch who wants a life that she can't possibly afford to live, but she still wants it anyway. "wanting something i know i can't have"...those words sound very familiar to me. that's my problem isn't it? that's always been my stupid god-awful problem! and i know it...i've known it, and what have i done about it? i've persued it. i went and fucking persued it you moron jen! you're making everyone around you upset and pissed off all because you think you can handle this. who are you kidding? you want to be an adult? start fucking acting like one you dike!