something to think about...
you know what i realized?
it sucks sleeping alone...like i mean REALLY sucks! when everyone and their mother has someone to sleep next to, and you don't...it kinda makes you feel like you're not worthy to have someone sleep next to you, or like you're not special enough to have someone sleep next to you. i dunno, maybe i'm just blowing this out of proportion. although, having constant reminders every day that you're single kinda puts a damper on things, and at night when it's time to go to bed, you just dwindle on it even more. and you know that there are other guys out there going through the same thing that you are at the very same moment. so then it becomes an open playing field. you try some of them out, see if they match up to the test, and when they fail, it just brings you down again.
but, i guess after all that's said and done, and in complete and utter honesty, i think i'd rather sleep alone then next to someone who only uses me so that they're not sleeping alone...i don't know if that makes sense to anyone else, but it makes perfect sense to me.
so tonight, i'm gonna go to bed...alone!...and i'm gonna like it!
it sucks sleeping alone...like i mean REALLY sucks! when everyone and their mother has someone to sleep next to, and you don't...it kinda makes you feel like you're not worthy to have someone sleep next to you, or like you're not special enough to have someone sleep next to you. i dunno, maybe i'm just blowing this out of proportion. although, having constant reminders every day that you're single kinda puts a damper on things, and at night when it's time to go to bed, you just dwindle on it even more. and you know that there are other guys out there going through the same thing that you are at the very same moment. so then it becomes an open playing field. you try some of them out, see if they match up to the test, and when they fail, it just brings you down again.
but, i guess after all that's said and done, and in complete and utter honesty, i think i'd rather sleep alone then next to someone who only uses me so that they're not sleeping alone...i don't know if that makes sense to anyone else, but it makes perfect sense to me.
so tonight, i'm gonna go to bed...alone!...and i'm gonna like it!