WHAT the FUCK?!
i thought we talked about this the other night, where sometimes i want to hang out with just lori and melissa and whoever else. i didn't know that i needed your permission to do that. you want me to tell you what bothers me? because here it is, and i KNOW you're not gonna like one bit of it: whenever we DO include you, you're always the quiet one who sits there and waits to be spoken to. no one wants to deal with that! you have a HUGE self-esteem problem, and it needs to be addressed (sooner rather than later). another thing, i REALLY don't appreciate you getting other people involved with OUR problems because if you have a problem with me, then you should feel comfortable enough to come to me and tell me what's bothering you because we've only known each other for how long?! i know i don't always do that either, but i never know how you're gonna handle what i have to say, so that's why i never say anything. audrey needs to keep her fucking nose out of our business! i don't care if she's good friends with you or not, it's not her problem. she's the one who made it her problem, and that's something she has to deal with. you just really need to understand that too much of you is not a good thing for me because then i get stressed and aggravated at stupid little things that you do. we can't always have the same friends and be doing the same things all the time because it just doesn't work. i just can't take any of your crap anymore and i'm sure that i'm not the only one. why should i feel like i always have to invite you everywhere? it's not that i don't like hanging out with you, but sometimes it'd be nice just to hang out with whoever i want to and not have to worry about making you upset, which i'm 100% sure i'm making you upset right now, but this is the truth right here, plain and simple. you want it? you got it. no more holding shit in and beating around the bush from now on. that's how i'm gonna play this game, and i can only hope you do the same because i'm tired of feeling like shit and i'm not gonna deal with it anymore. i'm just gonna assume that if you have a problem, you'll come to me with it. other than that, i'm done. i'm done worrying about inviting you. i'm done worrying about upsetting you. you need to work up some fucking guts and say it like it is cuz that's what i'm doing right here and now. deal with it, or don't...the ball's in your court now.