Not Again
I had my ultrasound today
Since the technician's not around, my actual surgeon did it
And he found that I have grown 2 fibroids in the course of 7 months
Both fibroids are already at 4cm in size
I initially went it for a check up because it's been 7 months and my uterus is still not back to its normal shape
I could tell and I could feel it
I am starting to feel something heavy in my abdomen again, so I got a check up
And lo and behold, I have fibroids again
My doctor said that's going to happen all depends on my symptoms
I told him my urinary issues where I leak a little sometimes when I laugh or cough,
and he said that it's because my uterus is pushing down the rest of my organs, my bladder included
My bladder being pushed too low made my pelvic muscles weak, causing all the problems
I also told him the other pains I've been experiencing, so he concluded that what I would need this time is hysterectomy
He gave me a form and told me to think about it
We will meet again in 2 weeks, with my husband this time, to decide on what to do
I honestly want to get the hysterectomy
I am 100957t645698354769873450986% sure that I don't wanna have kids
It's just not for me
And at the rate that I'm producing fibroids, I'd end up getting surgery every year
I'm sure that getting rid of an organ I don't need is better than being taken apart each year
Although I have recovered well, it still took 3 whole months for me to go back to my normal activities
It still changed my life
I have this scar that made my body uglier
Having one is bad enough, having 2 is even worse
I don't think I would like a 3rd scar across my abdomen
It sucks that I need another surgery
Next month, I will finally get my MRI and I don't know if the results would mean another surgery as well
It just sucks so much
Since the technician's not around, my actual surgeon did it
And he found that I have grown 2 fibroids in the course of 7 months
Both fibroids are already at 4cm in size
I initially went it for a check up because it's been 7 months and my uterus is still not back to its normal shape
I could tell and I could feel it
I am starting to feel something heavy in my abdomen again, so I got a check up
And lo and behold, I have fibroids again
My doctor said that's going to happen all depends on my symptoms
I told him my urinary issues where I leak a little sometimes when I laugh or cough,
and he said that it's because my uterus is pushing down the rest of my organs, my bladder included
My bladder being pushed too low made my pelvic muscles weak, causing all the problems
I also told him the other pains I've been experiencing, so he concluded that what I would need this time is hysterectomy
He gave me a form and told me to think about it
We will meet again in 2 weeks, with my husband this time, to decide on what to do
I honestly want to get the hysterectomy
I am 100957t645698354769873450986% sure that I don't wanna have kids
It's just not for me
And at the rate that I'm producing fibroids, I'd end up getting surgery every year
I'm sure that getting rid of an organ I don't need is better than being taken apart each year
Although I have recovered well, it still took 3 whole months for me to go back to my normal activities
It still changed my life
I have this scar that made my body uglier
Having one is bad enough, having 2 is even worse
I don't think I would like a 3rd scar across my abdomen
It sucks that I need another surgery
Next month, I will finally get my MRI and I don't know if the results would mean another surgery as well
It just sucks so much