And they lived happily ever after

Jun 12, 2010 00:49

Owari! Final episode of Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge is over now.
One thing of my list is now crossed.
How can I find words to this empty feeling inside.
This feeling in my stomach is one of the reason why I don't finish dramas quickly.
Another happy ending and another buch of characters that I will miss forever.
Haaah... *deep sigh*

Despite the sad feeling I will have good memories of this drama.
I'm not even sure why I started watching it.
I hated Kame, I disliked Tegoshi and I couldn't stand the even see glimpe of Uchi.
Him I despited the most.
I'm still not a of his but he sure is Johnnys.
Well he has his moments of glory but I still loathe him a little bit.
Dakedo...he is kind of good looking. Like Yamapi. Not special but hey, he got the looks!
And Kame. Oh dear Kame Kame Kame..
Only if you knew what have you done to my mind starting of episode one when you crashed your fist into the table.
Since then my heart has been beating whenever I see you.
What can I say? Great brainwashing Kame. My weakest point is bad guys. I'm kinda glad you took that role.
I don't see you as a perfect boy anymore. I got levels dear, like onions! But you still need some practise of your acting skills.
And while Kame attacted my bad guy spot, Tegoshi ruled the cute guy point.
Seriously is there anything cuter than Tego in that drama. Cute <3<3
Okay still no like but as long as you stay close to Massu you are okay!

Furthermore, this drama has his moments.
Like indirect KameTego pairing.
In episode 5 (if I remember correctly) they was indirect kiss between them!
I fell of my chair and laughed hysterically.
My sisters got worried but soon realised that I was just being crazy me.
And the fights between them. Ah so great senpai vs kouhai battle. I still think Kame would beat crap out of Tego in real life!

And I guess, I finally learned to love myself during this drama. I have always been insecure one. There have been some changes but still I'm unable to talk to guys. I'm shy. Really shy. I would rather jump of the cliff than start of conversation between me and my crush. I just want someone to love me the way I am. Is that so wrong? I'm not pretty like Sunako but I understand her. This world is too bright to me. I only get hurt in here. That's why I rather stay inside dreaming of..well..mostly Johnnys. But I am what I am. I don't wanna change now I have finally find my place in this world. The one thing which makes me truly happy. I'm scared of the day when I have to let them go and move on. That happens when my true love comes along and takes me out of this world to somewhere safe. Until that day comes I will keep smiling and believing in myself. My Kyohei is sure to come. Maybe not as that handsome but with the same loving feeling. I may be a dreamer wishing something that will never be but it keeps me alive. I'm not perfect but I will always be me. I just wanna share my love with someone.
Today I chased my own father away from our house saying: "I don't want you here". I guess I stopped pretending that I like him. Not necessary a good thing 'cos now mum is upset 'cos her dream family is crushed. The thing is..I don't..well I do but...
Daddy is okay once in a while and I don't  hate him as much I use do. I'm just jealous. He and mum seem to have so much fun and they look each other so lovingly. I kinda wished I had that kind of relationship. Sometimes I think my happines isn't real. Just a replacement. Ah sorry for writing some nonsense again. It's soon 1 A.M and I get so philosopchical at nights. Gomen..

In the end I wll miss this drama and I wanna season 2 which will never be made. But never say never.
Of the look for Uchi pictures! Well he was once part of my two favourite bands.
I think he has deserved some attention. Besides Johnnys need another Toma <3
Night~ Oyasumi Nasai or what ever time is in your country :)
Remember to love yourself the way you are. That's how someone else will love you too. Maybe. Go ask Kyohei!


And he agrees :) Okay I'm off now! Later~~

kat--tun, uchi hiroki, drama, real life, news, tegoshi yua, kamenashi kazuya, me

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