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Been a while since my last update, I'm still working on getting around to getting those CD's out. Soon, I promise. if anyone else wants one, let me know soon.
Things are going really great with Stpeh and I still, but it's coming up really soon that she'll have to leave. It makes me really sad.
We saw Spiderman 2 the other night, and while it was a good movie, it kinda depressed me. They (the hero and the love interest) go through so much shit, but they make it through in the end, and after the plot twist, they get to be together. I tole steph, that I wish life was a movie, that there would be a plot twist, and a happy ending, but I know there's not in our case. She's leaving, and she's going alone.
WOuld I go up there if she wanted me to? Without a doubt, or a moments hesitation. But I respect the fact that she feels that this is somthing she wants to do on her own, by herself. Who knows maybe she will be up there a while and change her mind about something.
I just really hope that someday I will see her again, and that she won't have found somone else and have lost all of her feelings for me. SHe told me that she wishes me happiness when she is gone, and I want her to be happy too. But I won't lie and say that I won't be crushed if that happiness comes in the form of somone else.
We both need to moveon when she goes I suppose, but I hope neither of us move so far that we can't get back to where we are. I just have a feeling that this could work. 6 months of hanging out, and I still love being around her, she still amazes me. We havent really even fought, we have had disagreements, but have never had one where the other person stayed upset.
We communicate really well, which is somthing that alot of people I've been with simply couldn't do. Not that I'm not guilty of it myself sometimes.
It's hard to try to enjoy the happiness you have, while knowing it will be gone soon. Hopefully I get to hang out with her tonight, if my fucking appointment would ever get here, I could tattoo him and get the fuck out of here. I just did a really nice texas chainsaw massacre piece. I might have to get that one on those cd's. Hmmmm.
Well anyway thats whats been up with me. Deana you should call me so we can hang out sometime. Or just stop by the shop, you're always welcome. :)
Things are going really great with Stpeh and I still, but it's coming up really soon that she'll have to leave. It makes me really sad.
We saw Spiderman 2 the other night, and while it was a good movie, it kinda depressed me. They (the hero and the love interest) go through so much shit, but they make it through in the end, and after the plot twist, they get to be together. I tole steph, that I wish life was a movie, that there would be a plot twist, and a happy ending, but I know there's not in our case. She's leaving, and she's going alone.
WOuld I go up there if she wanted me to? Without a doubt, or a moments hesitation. But I respect the fact that she feels that this is somthing she wants to do on her own, by herself. Who knows maybe she will be up there a while and change her mind about something.
I just really hope that someday I will see her again, and that she won't have found somone else and have lost all of her feelings for me. SHe told me that she wishes me happiness when she is gone, and I want her to be happy too. But I won't lie and say that I won't be crushed if that happiness comes in the form of somone else.
We both need to moveon when she goes I suppose, but I hope neither of us move so far that we can't get back to where we are. I just have a feeling that this could work. 6 months of hanging out, and I still love being around her, she still amazes me. We havent really even fought, we have had disagreements, but have never had one where the other person stayed upset.
We communicate really well, which is somthing that alot of people I've been with simply couldn't do. Not that I'm not guilty of it myself sometimes.
It's hard to try to enjoy the happiness you have, while knowing it will be gone soon. Hopefully I get to hang out with her tonight, if my fucking appointment would ever get here, I could tattoo him and get the fuck out of here. I just did a really nice texas chainsaw massacre piece. I might have to get that one on those cd's. Hmmmm.
Well anyway thats whats been up with me. Deana you should call me so we can hang out sometime. Or just stop by the shop, you're always welcome. :)