thoughts

[neimade]

I hate myself for hurting you unneccessarily
I hate myself for giving you only a part of me
I hate myself because I don't regret the things I've done
I hate myself because I hate the person I've become
I wish I loved you just as much as I know you love me
But somehow that's become a huge impossibility
I'm wicked and I'm fickle and my heart is never pure
My New Year's resolution 1: I'll be better next year