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i smiled a little bit but i was crying on the inside.
"my crazy indie rocker friend who i can talk to and just hang out with."
i died. it's not fair. how can someone be so perfect but so wrong for you? i hope you're reading this, i'm getting drunk on your beer, im going to smoke half a pack of camels, and i'm going sit outside your door all night and cry. facking cry i tell you. and i hope you hear me. and i hope you're too scared to answer the fucking door cause you know it's me and you haven't got a single fucking thing to say to me! because you're too fucking stupid, like every other boy i've ever loved and every other fucking stupid person i've ever met. and im going to cry great big buckets of fucking salty tears and you're just not going to know what to do.
they said i was the crazy one. you fucking smiled at me.
i fucking trusted you.
"my crazy indie rocker friend who i can talk to and just hang out with."
i died. it's not fair. how can someone be so perfect but so wrong for you? i hope you're reading this, i'm getting drunk on your beer, im going to smoke half a pack of camels, and i'm going sit outside your door all night and cry. facking cry i tell you. and i hope you hear me. and i hope you're too scared to answer the fucking door cause you know it's me and you haven't got a single fucking thing to say to me! because you're too fucking stupid, like every other boy i've ever loved and every other fucking stupid person i've ever met. and im going to cry great big buckets of fucking salty tears and you're just not going to know what to do.
they said i was the crazy one. you fucking smiled at me.
i fucking trusted you.