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Two words, FUCK justice.
This is ridiculous. Yes, I am pissed beyond belief, why you may ask?
Two days ago, I received a msg on my phone indicating that I've just received a text msg .... what did it read? "Diesel jeans huh"
What was I to make of this? Going through my bloggings, okay, someone had responded to my livejournal. THEN, via email, I receive a further message, GUESS WHO IT'S FROM?! Mr. Adam Tang. What the heck is his problem? Does he NOT understand the concept of "leave me alone"? Does he NOT understand what his arrest and hefty bail were for? What did the message say:
"It's unusual how the world is such a small place and you are still hung
up on the smallest things... i thought that maybe you could put things
behind u, but u obviously still wish to hurt... guess what we shared
really didn't mean anything to u"
How am I still 'hung up on the smallest things'? Isn't HE the one messaging me?
And how the heck did he find my livejournal? (perhaps the universally-used-by-me nickname gave it away)
I know, the many of you tell me that I'm doing the right thing, that I have to be strong through all of this shit. But how can I be? He finds me at every turn and every corner, making my life all the more miserable.
To make things worse....
It was pathetic enough that the impartial Crown Council decided to postpone the trial to next year. It is even more pathetic that now, they have postponed it YET again. Why the hell should I have to wait a year and a half to resolve this shit? "His lawyer filed an appeal to postpone to trial because his wife is having a baby". Fuck that. Fuck justice. It doesn't work. Do I need to be raped, murdered, or have robbed a bank before the court gives me some attention? It is just as scary to be stalked, and not having anything done while the trial awaits, and the crown council doesn't give a crap about how you feel. How do I feel? Neglected, pissed off, wanting answers.
This is ridiculous. Yes, I am pissed beyond belief, why you may ask?
Two days ago, I received a msg on my phone indicating that I've just received a text msg .... what did it read? "Diesel jeans huh"
What was I to make of this? Going through my bloggings, okay, someone had responded to my livejournal. THEN, via email, I receive a further message, GUESS WHO IT'S FROM?! Mr. Adam Tang. What the heck is his problem? Does he NOT understand the concept of "leave me alone"? Does he NOT understand what his arrest and hefty bail were for? What did the message say:
"It's unusual how the world is such a small place and you are still hung
up on the smallest things... i thought that maybe you could put things
behind u, but u obviously still wish to hurt... guess what we shared
really didn't mean anything to u"
How am I still 'hung up on the smallest things'? Isn't HE the one messaging me?
And how the heck did he find my livejournal? (perhaps the universally-used-by-me nickname gave it away)
I know, the many of you tell me that I'm doing the right thing, that I have to be strong through all of this shit. But how can I be? He finds me at every turn and every corner, making my life all the more miserable.
To make things worse....
It was pathetic enough that the impartial Crown Council decided to postpone the trial to next year. It is even more pathetic that now, they have postponed it YET again. Why the hell should I have to wait a year and a half to resolve this shit? "His lawyer filed an appeal to postpone to trial because his wife is having a baby". Fuck that. Fuck justice. It doesn't work. Do I need to be raped, murdered, or have robbed a bank before the court gives me some attention? It is just as scary to be stalked, and not having anything done while the trial awaits, and the crown council doesn't give a crap about how you feel. How do I feel? Neglected, pissed off, wanting answers.