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Aw man today has been a really good day and i dont know why. nothing special happened and nothing horrible happened. Now last weekend and yesterday, that was a different story. I have come to the conclusion that by expecting less, you get more. thats because if something really good and out of the ordinary happens, then it will seem so much greater than expecting it in the first place. that is what i shall do from now on so i can have more days like this. yesterday sucked hard core because of the accident which was my fault, of course leaving me in shame and guilt for the rest of the day, and it also sucked because i was alrady have the 4th worst day ever and then the lady at the court was such a )(*(@*#$%)(&$)*% for no reason at all. i was trying so hard to hold it in but after her rude little comments i just let it out and burst into tears. i just dont understand how people can be such a wholes for no reason. but then andrea picked me up and times were better. we went to see my boyfriend at virgin records. i normally dont talk much about him because we like to play hard to get and basically we dont talk to eachother in public and he calls me at night when no one else is around. we only talk every once in a while but absolutely no one is to worry about it okay?!!! ahahah god i wish he were mine. maybe i will grab him and make him mine sometime.
ugggggggh i want to go to jimmy eat world just sooooooo badly. audrey ill giv eyou some sweet moolah so you can get me a shirt. i keep listening to them and i get really sad but i dont know if its the fact that theyre emolike and their songs are just that good, or if its the fact that ill be missing the show on friday :( :( :( *slash slash*
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :( :( :(
ugggggggh i want to go to jimmy eat world just sooooooo badly. audrey ill giv eyou some sweet moolah so you can get me a shirt. i keep listening to them and i get really sad but i dont know if its the fact that theyre emolike and their songs are just that good, or if its the fact that ill be missing the show on friday :( :( :( *slash slash*
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :( :( :(