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Wow, i couldnt sign into my livejournal for like 2 weeks.
I though LJ deleted me.
Then i relized i was misspelling my own fucking user name.
Shoot me now.
Negativeindent. WOW I'M PATHETIC.

God i hate this whole..ga thing.
I'm so pathetic and unhappy. I know I'm whinnying but dear go. Whats wrong with me?
All i have been doing lately is being such a clasic highschool girl
Crying
Whinning
PMSing
Bitching
Crying
whinning

I'm going to India! Things should be grand! But no, all i do is worry. I hate discisions and i hate learning. I dont want to pick schools, and i dont want to pick fu gbftahwuyb ;iwayrfbv cn ihwyfb v I FUCKING HATE CHANGE.

AND I HATE TIME. I sound like the music teacher, but fuck it! TIME FUCKING CONTROLS EVERYTHING. i'M GOING TO DIE BECAUSE OF IT, IM GOING TO WORRY BECAUSE OF IT, I'M GOING TO BE STESSED BECAUSE OF IT, AND I'M GOING TO MISS OPPORTUNIT'S BECAUSE OF IT.

Everything happens to me at the wrong time. I refuse to look at clocks. I refuse to go to school from now on.

And how could some one do that. This jsut , i jsut, huuu.